And I just realized I did that as a reply and not an actual post 🤣 my bad

I just recently bought the books to read them for the first time. I’ve seen everywhere that the books are way better but I think I’m going to read them as if it was a different timeline and not the same as the show.

Honestly it has been a struggle to eat less. I didn't realize how much I snacked throughout the day until I was told not to. I have cut back on snacking for the most part. Just makes me want to have bigger meals now so its causing more struggle. Chili is a great idea though I will have to make some.

Pt4. And I forgot that they prescribed me ozempic too 🙃 I’m not too sure how to feel about that. I have t started it yet as it hasn’t been approved by my insurance. I want to be healthier and everything but this all just seems like too much. I’m really struggling 🙃

The insurance I have right now covers metformin pretty well. The insulin they are giving me costs about $80 for the 2 boxes of pens, one short lasting and one long lasting set. Idk how often I can get them or if they only refill once they would normally run out or how that all works yet.

Pt3. Or just tips on how to be healthier and bigger at the same time. My mental health has been very low because it took me a long time to get confident about my body when I was younger and I feel so much more confident being bigger. Idk if that sounds weird but I need to voice out my thoughts

Pt2. Any other bears out there with diabetes that can help suggest some different foods to make to eat so I can still be healthier but not necessarily lose a bunch of weight on top of everything? Insulin is expensive and I don’t have funds to just keep buying it to eat carbs and such.

I’ve got $12 in my bank account. That’s the lowest it’s ever been even through COVID. I can’t even get checked out if I wanted to because I can’t pay the upfront costs. I want to get help, it’s sad that I have to sacrifice my health to continue to live. End of rant, sorry I just had to get it out.

I had gotten a big blister on the bottom of my big toe and I think it might be getting infected even with my best attempts at cleaning it and medicating it. I want to go to a clinic or somewhere and get more dental work done but I just can’t afford it and it’s eating away at my mental health. Pt.3

I haven’t been myself mentally this entire time. Really bad depressive symptoms. Unable to get out of bed some days. Constant worry about health issues that I’ve been having and no money to go get checked out and fixed. One of my front teeth I’m pretty sure is dying and I might lose it. Pt.2

Thank you kind sir 😊