Nice, und das solo? bin beeindruckt!

FIMSH
i love this. we used to scream that while playing webfishing/ffxiv all the time, lol

or if i'd just trade the dysphoria for a ton of other issues (again, just my situation!). Life is hard, and as i said this slowly tends towards just going NB. Maybe ill manage. Try compromises again. As long as the important people know... it might work for me. Time to stop ranting, though c:

So yeah, my mind is still on the question if, once my egg cracks and i kinda accept things, i need to rush to do stuff, or if i can just... accept it, but still wonder if i truly improve my situation (just mine, im not trying to invalidate any others path!) with going full therapy etc ->

Some days i just wonder if staying in my egg and never engaging with myself further wouldve been better. On the other hand, hearing people just taking me as is, regardless, calling me how i *feel* comfy and saying its okay, was really... nice. Im not used to being affirmed, or people who know.

Urgh, i just dont want to to set wrong expectations or appropiate a community. Most people just told me as long as the feelings are real i deserve that label, and a lot of people stay stealth/closeted for their own wellbeing (or downright safety).
But... ofc, thats not a uniform opinion....

Going full route of making appointments, possibly HRT, giving up a lot of my life, and seeing where the world heads right now, plus my situation, is a huge decision vs staying stealth (not like im completly invisible as is, but yall know what i mean).

Dont worry, im aware :) shouldve clarified maybe, let me try again.
Happy birthday, enjoy it you both! Make sure the shonk behaves :3

Happy bday, shonk!

Wenn du so weiter machst, trau ich mich irgendwann zumindest mal Beine zu zeigen 😹
Bewundere den Mut :3

Intel shonks