Beanycat
beanycat.bsky.social
Beanycat
@beanycat.bsky.social
33, german
I love cats and loafing around, and will "uwu" and ":3" unironically
Mostly "playing" FFXIV and cuddly stuff :3
Nice, und das solo? bin beeindruckt!
May 17, 2025 at 7:31 PM
FIMSH
i love this. we used to scream that while playing webfishing/ffxiv all the time, lol
April 22, 2025 at 10:24 AM
or if i'd just trade the dysphoria for a ton of other issues (again, just my situation!). Life is hard, and as i said this slowly tends towards just going NB. Maybe ill manage. Try compromises again. As long as the important people know... it might work for me. Time to stop ranting, though c:
April 22, 2025 at 10:19 AM
So yeah, my mind is still on the question if, once my egg cracks and i kinda accept things, i need to rush to do stuff, or if i can just... accept it, but still wonder if i truly improve my situation (just mine, im not trying to invalidate any others path!) with going full therapy etc ->
April 22, 2025 at 10:19 AM
Some days i just wonder if staying in my egg and never engaging with myself further wouldve been better. On the other hand, hearing people just taking me as is, regardless, calling me how i *feel* comfy and saying its okay, was really... nice. Im not used to being affirmed, or people who know.
April 22, 2025 at 10:19 AM
Urgh, i just dont want to to set wrong expectations or appropiate a community. Most people just told me as long as the feelings are real i deserve that label, and a lot of people stay stealth/closeted for their own wellbeing (or downright safety).
But... ofc, thats not a uniform opinion....
April 22, 2025 at 10:19 AM
Going full route of making appointments, possibly HRT, giving up a lot of my life, and seeing where the world heads right now, plus my situation, is a huge decision vs staying stealth (not like im completly invisible as is, but yall know what i mean).
April 22, 2025 at 10:19 AM
Dont worry, im aware :) shouldve clarified maybe, let me try again.
Happy birthday, enjoy it you both! Make sure the shonk behaves :3
April 17, 2025 at 7:40 PM
Happy bday, shonk!
April 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Wenn du so weiter machst, trau ich mich irgendwann zumindest mal Beine zu zeigen 😹
Bewundere den Mut :3
April 15, 2025 at 7:07 PM
Intel shonks
April 13, 2025 at 9:44 PM