I pay my bills, I save money, I don’t go anywhere but it never enough. I’ll never be enough. I’ll always be alone and never happy because I guess this is the life god wants me for me. What did I do to deserve this.

I just can’t take it anymore. all I do is work work work work work and then at home I can’t relax because I have to help my mom and if I don’t against I’m an awful daughter snd lazy. I’m sorry I’m tried after 8 hours of customers yelling at me most of the day.

and then you tell her “you wouldn’t help her either” after a mishap with the oxygen machine. yeah I’m just gonna let my mom die with no oxygen. I just don’t underhand what I have done to people to be treated like shit everywhere .

imagine telling someone that their mother “isn’t gonna make it much longer” everytime you see her & her mom have an argument just to guilt trip her & make her feel like a shitty daughter. A daughter that just doesn’t want to get yelled at for trying to help her mom.

I just wish I had the support I desperately need. instead I’m shamed constantly for having mental health problems.