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raphie 🌟 /edsky
@bbluepepper.bsky.social
18yo she/her
mcdonald's worker with an eating disorder :<
why im still posting i barely get any likes on my thoughts here
like guyyyss, do you even see that im writing something or my posts just vanish all the time
December 18, 2024 at 11:22 PM
so when will suicidal thoughts go away im so done with it
December 18, 2024 at 9:35 PM
i freaking LOVE McCafe 🙌🏻
that ham & cheese ciabatta was heavenly good

but now i kinda regret eating, i should fast more
December 1, 2024 at 10:47 AM
November 29, 2024 at 3:57 AM
Reposted by raphie 🌟 /edsky
.ᐟ₊𖦹 : hey it’s felix [and this is my intro]
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⇾ atypical ana [shedsky]
⇾ gw: 107.2 [bmi 18s]
⇾ ugw: 84.5 [bmi 14s]
⇾ car seat radioheadrest stan [gay]
♡︎ / ↻ to be moots [if ur 18+]
November 24, 2024 at 7:11 PM
+ coffee-vanilla milkshake, sochnik (?) with black currant filling & my silly fatty face 🤗

973 kcals for the whole day, i guess that's not bad
November 22, 2024 at 11:26 PM
breakie : 231kcals

drainage drink & almond milk protein shake, frappe flavoured
November 22, 2024 at 10:49 AM
okay crap i guess i should start calorie counting again 🤗
November 22, 2024 at 10:46 AM
the hematoma is almost gone and the arm no longer hurts, so today I'm going to archery again)) maybe even go to class twice
happy hematoma morning!
yesterday at PE we shot a little from a bow and today i woke up like this 🙂
November 14, 2024 at 9:27 AM
today is finally a rest day and im sooo happy
already read my Bible, did some skincare & watched some youtube vids, all feels very comforting
November 14, 2024 at 9:25 AM
why it looks so upsetting
November 9, 2024 at 9:16 AM
happy hematoma morning!
yesterday at PE we shot a little from a bow and today i woke up like this 🙂
November 8, 2024 at 9:04 AM
why am I so hungry when I'm restricting but when I allow myself everything, I'm tormented for hours in thoughts of "what should I pick to eat" and then fast till my hands are shaking
November 7, 2024 at 10:25 AM
fasting is so addictive
November 6, 2024 at 9:09 PM
sometimes i feel overwhelmingly beautiful
but then i look in the mirror and this stupid feeling disappears for ages
November 4, 2024 at 8:10 PM
what if i finish watching "desperate housewives" this weekend? what to do after... for 180 episodes i lived with life events of unknown women from the tv screen, so im not really sure what to watch & whom to live by next
November 4, 2024 at 5:52 PM
Reposted by raphie 🌟 /edsky
— 𐙚 deliah’s #edsky intro ! 📖

20, — high sw + ugw 39kg༉
꒰ gilmore girls stan : rory lover! ꒱ ˖ ˚ ♡ .

♡ / ↻ to be moots !
October 18, 2024 at 3:51 AM
started to read "pet cemetery", hope I'll finish it this time
halloween is over, but I got the right vibe only today so -
November 4, 2024 at 3:33 PM
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I have terminal “well I didn’t eat dinner, so I guess I will have 1800 calories worth of snacks instead” disease
November 4, 2024 at 2:45 AM
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i really wanna say fuck this ed there are so many delicious foods i want to eat why do calories calorie 😭
November 3, 2024 at 8:46 PM