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Dreaming of screaming. Someone kick me out of my mind, I hate these thoughts I can't deny.

🔞 ramblings/vents, will be a private account when that feature comes.

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I want so many things yet I am too scared and apathetic anymore to bother reaching out for them, so my best bet besides just getting content with dying alone is someone stumbling ass first into my life
November 9, 2025 at 6:29 AM
I'm just so lost bro idk what to do anymore
November 9, 2025 at 6:28 AM
October 10, 2025 at 10:42 PM
been missing that friend I used to ironically send gay porn to
August 21, 2025 at 2:28 AM
well I guess we're not talking anymore, idk what I really did wrong but they don't seem like they're fucking with me anymore
June 1, 2025 at 11:06 PM
can I get a partner that's the definition of a sopping wet puppy with clingy attachment issues please and thanks
May 31, 2025 at 8:00 AM
I'm tired
April 14, 2025 at 8:27 AM
honestly couldnt be more of polar opposites tbh
starting to realize I just really dont like my parents anymore.
March 17, 2025 at 3:41 AM
starting to realize I just really dont like my parents anymore.
March 17, 2025 at 3:40 AM
I need a bf so bad
March 10, 2025 at 9:03 AM
on this shit
March 10, 2025 at 9:01 AM
I'm gonna move out and I'm gonna get a boyfriend that I fucking love to death and I'm gonna live my best life purely out of spite for the people that hate me and have tried to bring me down.
March 8, 2025 at 5:43 AM
I love my dad but jfc if how he's been acting during Trump's second term hasn't been driving me far the fuck away from him recently
March 8, 2025 at 5:21 AM
I was fucking having a mini crash out earlier cause deadass one of my group mates sounds identical to my ex and today makes 2 years since we broke up god why are you pranking me
March 5, 2025 at 9:16 AM
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digestivo
February 20, 2025 at 12:31 AM
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apéritif
February 19, 2025 at 9:31 PM
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February 18, 2025 at 6:12 PM
absolutely unreal how fucking immature people are about handling their problems with friends

if you have a problem fucking say so!!!! dont be a fucking child and just quietly run away!!! I honest to god have a million times less respect for you as a human being for the latter than the former!!
February 19, 2025 at 12:22 PM
very cool that I felt confident and safe enough around you to vent and be honest about how I was feeling vs. me masking around most people and you just turn around and do this lol
lol hey friend of several years instead of quietly softblocking me can you just tell me what the problem is or at the very least be upfront with me about the reasoning why
February 19, 2025 at 12:15 PM
lol hey friend of several years instead of quietly softblocking me can you just tell me what the problem is or at the very least be upfront with me about the reasoning why
February 19, 2025 at 12:09 PM
nothing like almost passing out on the 4 lane highway bc you're so exhausted and sleep deprived
February 12, 2025 at 10:25 PM
nothing hurts more than a friend you still really fw obviously and rapidly losing interest in talking with you and the friendship quietly dying because every attempt you make to start a convo they either just deadass dont reply or give you some 2 word kitty shit btw
I deadass just need to make a new looking for moots post, surely this time I will find a friend that isnt boring to talk to, shallow as fuck, and doesnt lose interest in talking to me after a year
February 12, 2025 at 12:39 PM
I deadass just need to make a new looking for moots post, surely this time I will find a friend that isnt boring to talk to, shallow as fuck, and doesnt lose interest in talking to me after a year
February 12, 2025 at 12:37 PM
honestly never thought I'd reach a point where I'd miss talking to Nick but at least I felt less lonely when it was just him around, doesn't help he constantly reminded me of LJ though
very funny in the cosmic sense that most of the people I had the most fun talking to were objectively shitty people who did very shitty things (both to me and in general)

maybe I should just start rolling with the punches huh
idk why I bother getting fucking invested in friends anymore when pretty much all of them either just stop giving a shit after a couple months or as interesting and engaging to talk to as a brick wall!! how the fuck is everyone so fucking shallow and boring
February 12, 2025 at 12:25 PM
anyway teehee haha welcome back Bayside Extreme Mental Illness arc, The Medication Didn't Fix You Entirely, Bitch
February 12, 2025 at 12:24 PM