me too. if it doesn’t rip my soul out then i don’t want it

i am loving the james and regulus. specifically james

i’m also reading best friends brother. just started yesterday

i tried and had to stop bcs it hurt too much to see how they were at the beginning

he thinks they're only friends with him because they pity him, despite the fact that he wouldn't change himself. he likes himself, he just wishes someone else would, too

peter: feels like a misfit because he's isn't one. he's actually the most confident about himself and who is he, but no one has ever seemed to care about who is he. he gets passed back and forth between divorced parents (headcanon) and is always a tag along with his friends. sometimes,

doesn't think he's deserving of it, and he doesn't want someone else to be burdened by him

remus: been told his whole life he is with his lycanthropy. he hides in the shadows and makes quiet remarks to only his closest friends to avoid others seeing him. he's not very well-off and is ashamed of that, especially being around richer friends. he wants to be loved, but

james: grew up alone and privileged with older parents, no siblings, never learned to make friends, never struggled. he doesn't think he's worthy of friends. he's really loud like sirius to make sure no one can see through his facade and see who he really is. he desperately does not want to be seen

sirius: he's in a weird spot where he doesn't quite belong with his family, or with those outside of his family. he's very loud because he wants someone to finally pay attention to him and see him. he wants to be seen, desperately, but once he is seen, he doesn't know what do with it and freaks out

ugh same

ours is first semester goes august-december with finals in the middle of december, then second semester is january-april with finals at the end of april

oh that’s so wild

you have them in january??

ugh same and it’s finals week so it’s rough out here