⋆˙⟡ batty ★ petra ⟡⋆˙
@battybrained.bsky.social
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★someday i'll leave the country . . . i hope to have you with me★
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petra is BACK CHAT!
3 months off meds / 3 months off jiraisky / 97 days clean SOMEHOW?
everything is FUCKED
apparently it WAS ACTUALLY osdd. lol.
saw god for a bit, got told im schizoaffective?
no longer off meds / no longer off jiraisky / still 97 days clean
so hi again everyone !! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊
3 months off meds / 3 months off jiraisky / 97 days clean SOMEHOW?
everything is FUCKED
apparently it WAS ACTUALLY osdd. lol.
saw god for a bit, got told im schizoaffective?
no longer off meds / no longer off jiraisky / still 97 days clean
so hi again everyone !! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊
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October 18, 2025 at 12:36 AM
petra is BACK CHAT!
3 months off meds / 3 months off jiraisky / 97 days clean SOMEHOW?
everything is FUCKED
apparently it WAS ACTUALLY osdd. lol.
saw god for a bit, got told im schizoaffective?
no longer off meds / no longer off jiraisky / still 97 days clean
so hi again everyone !! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊
3 months off meds / 3 months off jiraisky / 97 days clean SOMEHOW?
everything is FUCKED
apparently it WAS ACTUALLY osdd. lol.
saw god for a bit, got told im schizoaffective?
no longer off meds / no longer off jiraisky / still 97 days clean
so hi again everyone !! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊
overall: winning!!! (<- enduring the horrors)
the gooder news: just got back from therapy. next week is my last week with the intern and then it's my choice when i start trauma therapy
gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks
gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks
the good news: got massively triggered today and the urge to cut because of it was reduced to a tiny whisper!!!! yay!!!!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
July 14, 2025 at 10:24 PM
overall: winning!!! (<- enduring the horrors)
the gooder news: just got back from therapy. next week is my last week with the intern and then it's my choice when i start trauma therapy
gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks
gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks
the good news: got massively triggered today and the urge to cut because of it was reduced to a tiny whisper!!!! yay!!!!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
July 14, 2025 at 10:23 PM
the gooder news: just got back from therapy. next week is my last week with the intern and then it's my choice when i start trauma therapy
gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks
gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks
the good news: got massively triggered today and the urge to cut because of it was reduced to a tiny whisper!!!! yay!!!!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
July 14, 2025 at 7:08 PM
the good news: got massively triggered today and the urge to cut because of it was reduced to a tiny whisper!!!! yay!!!!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!
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...a little over an hour jas passed and my partner has given the consensus of "how have you never considered you might have a cdd before"
would it be insensitive to use pluralkit for whatever this weird copinglink/fictionheart thing is? ive been sillymoding with tupperbox for a bit and it feels like something ive been missing my whole life but most servers only have pk and i don't wanna like... overstep... ;;
July 9, 2025 at 2:18 AM
...a little over an hour jas passed and my partner has given the consensus of "how have you never considered you might have a cdd before"
would it be insensitive to use pluralkit for whatever this weird copinglink/fictionheart thing is? ive been sillymoding with tupperbox for a bit and it feels like something ive been missing my whole life but most servers only have pk and i don't wanna like... overstep... ;;
July 9, 2025 at 12:41 AM
would it be insensitive to use pluralkit for whatever this weird copinglink/fictionheart thing is? ive been sillymoding with tupperbox for a bit and it feels like something ive been missing my whole life but most servers only have pk and i don't wanna like... overstep... ;;
( to the tune of that's amore ) when something is triggering and you don't know why... that's a traumaaaaaaa.....
July 8, 2025 at 1:29 AM
( to the tune of that's amore ) when something is triggering and you don't know why... that's a traumaaaaaaa.....
bitches may not want me but the mental hospital sure does
July 7, 2025 at 4:37 PM
bitches may not want me but the mental hospital sure does
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chat if the first person to join my deltarune server is trying to edate me and the second person is trolling with nazi shit i'm literally nuking it here
July 5, 2025 at 9:46 PM
chat if the first person to join my deltarune server is trying to edate me and the second person is trolling with nazi shit i'm literally nuking it here
if people find it it is what it is... i have an innate need to yap into the void that 300 characters doesnt satiate... therapistsdarkworld.nekoweb.org/super-secret...
micah's minefield
therapistsdarkworld.nekoweb.org
July 5, 2025 at 9:18 PM
if people find it it is what it is... i have an innate need to yap into the void that 300 characters doesnt satiate... therapistsdarkworld.nekoweb.org/super-secret...
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tbh i spent all day coding my discord bot i was blissfully unaware it was even independence day at all
July 5, 2025 at 2:01 AM
tbh i spent all day coding my discord bot i was blissfully unaware it was even independence day at all
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sorry I cant hang out, im planning on disappearing into the fog later
July 3, 2025 at 5:40 PM
sorry I cant hang out, im planning on disappearing into the fog later
just some simple little guys <3
July 2, 2025 at 3:52 AM
just some simple little guys <3
evil french fry susie
July 1, 2025 at 11:32 PM
evil french fry susie
my partner said itd buy monster for me this week since i reward myself with it 4 not cutting and cant afford it this week i love doll so much
July 1, 2025 at 11:12 PM
my partner said itd buy monster for me this week since i reward myself with it 4 not cutting and cant afford it this week i love doll so much
oughhhhhh the soreness from the vaccine i got today is reallly triggering.... i will Not.... i will Not.... im a strong boy chat....
July 1, 2025 at 11:12 PM
oughhhhhh the soreness from the vaccine i got today is reallly triggering.... i will Not.... i will Not.... im a strong boy chat....
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people are saying do it scared, but you also gotta do it alone. you’ll miss out on so much you want to do if you wait til someone will do it with you. do it scared and do it alone
June 30, 2025 at 6:01 PM
people are saying do it scared, but you also gotta do it alone. you’ll miss out on so much you want to do if you wait til someone will do it with you. do it scared and do it alone