it makes me kind of sad that i moved away a from home so early. especially around this time of year when a lot of my friends get to visit their families.

now we’re so distant, physically and emotionally. it breaks my heart :(

i got off my meds bc i didn’t like the numbness feeling. but now i can feel emotions again, idk why i thought that was a good idea

went from prozac princess to pro-SAD princess.. haha… ha.. :,)

when did my parents home stop being my home?
when did my childhood friends stop being my friends?
when did my dreams become remote?
when did it all change, i swear i only blinked.

if i go back to sleep, when i wake up, will everything be right again?

slayyyy 💅🏽 after a few hours i finally completed the first aoc for this year 😭 im doing everything in c this year ig u could say i'm a little 'rusty' lol

I just completed "Secret Entrance" - Day 1 - Advent of Code 2025 #AdventOfCode adventofcode.com/2025/day/1

i keep feeling like life is going by too fast. i wish it could just stop. pls stop. maybe even go back a little

alone for a couple days during thanksgiving. feeling kinda sad 😞