In other updates going on, I'm pulling myself up out of my depression pit & aiming higher. I have a lot of work ahead of me, but I will stay determined & keep at what I need & want to do. Thanks for sticking around & I hope you're excited for more stuff soon :)

I'd wake up nearly every hour, fall back asleep, & the same creatures kept a score. They even would laugh about how they would do it & then just press a button that would do something like make me cough really hard or choke on my spit or something.

We share a similar boat o7

Thank you all for sticking around. I really do appreciate it. I have a bad tendency to over-share at times, but its just how I am & I've kind of always felt like the internet is where I can journal.

That's kind of all I am willing to share at the moment. I am playing around with my art style as well, so you may notice some drastic changes in my approach to line art & rendering.

2. I have another 2 videos coming out within the next couple of weeks. The first will be a start to a series im calling "The First Three". You'll just have to wait & see what that is about. The second will be a timelapse of my mascot's, Yagi Bell, character sheet.

All this dreariness aside, I do have some changes here & projects coming up that I'd like to share:
1. I am going to use this page as my NSFW page, & create a new profile for just SFW & YT related works.

I am taking steps to readjust & not fall back into bad habits like I have in the past. I want to do better for myself.

I just want to enjoy what I'm doing in the moments where I can. So I've basically just been playing video games or watching anime when I have down time. While I enjoy art & creating things, I think my wiring in my brain is just all out of whack.

Admittedly, I feel I should be using my available time to my creative efforts. I have much to work on with myself; I don't me to come across as blaming anyone for anything. I just kind of feel directionless & tired most days now.

The depression stems from feeling unable to express or be myself. I am basically just around my grandma at most times of the day. Attempts in the past to express myself are either not respected or misunderstood.

The past two months have, admittedly, been filled with depression & distractions. I'm working as a bartender, which pays pretty well all things considered. Spring time brings on a lot of responsibilities involving my family.