am I just supposed to sit there and take it despite you literally saying you're upset enough to argue and attack and im like, half awake ?? what even dude im so irritated now

all I said was I don't wanna argue dude i just woke up 😭😭 if I immediately started bitching as soon as you woke up wouldn't you be frazzled and back off too???

I kinda don't wanna update jazz au until I finished writing it all . long fic will take a bit bc that one is nowhere close to finished but aughhhh

I'm so tired all the time I feel like I never get enough sleep . My head is so full of fluff lmao what is going onnnn

well . what I mean is I feel ppl only interact with me if I'm writing, and if I'm not then I'm a whatever nuisance on tl

my wol is a slut but romance is hard to come by for them . they are v much a one-night stand type of guy, which is why the feelings they felt for their partners crept up on them real bad . not often they care beyond sex. or care without sex, as they bedded none of their partners before confessing

the way I made friends before was with fic but I'm not writing rn. though idk maybe I will just find an ap or rp venue or smth ? though my wol is really not into hangs like that unless it's abt banging lol

remembered I'm busy this weekend so I can't stay up to potentially talk anyway. So after the weekend it is. but we'll see,,,

The best thing I can think of is to give myself another week, maybe? I don't know how much space I need. I've never requested such before , I usually just disappear for a day or two. I was gonna only stay away a day but the messages I saw made me more upset so I just gave myself a week, then

True it's unfair I ran away sort of, but I'm also not running away I just needed to get my head back on straight. Evidently the timing stuff stressed me out more than I thought. I know I have issues with it but fuck man. I still feel a bit bad abt feeling so numb rn but I can't help that.

I gave myself until the weekend is out to figure my next steps with this incident but I really don't know man. I feel unsure. And while that's perhaps cause to just say no, I also still feel mentally drained so I don't even know. I feel unsure about everything right now. I'm just sort of miserable.

my urge for completion is not always there, I'm not a 100% finish guy w games, but when it strikes I am so honed in it's not even funny . need it to strike for leveling in xiv again already

I said I was gnna do one region a day but I'm doing two now, maybe 3?? though I'm getting into areas I haven't been so it's taking a little longer now

just found out we aren't playing until 7 . wowie

was gnna play gw2 tomorrow but I'll hop into xiv n see how pf is biting maybe . perhaps . idk

I'm putting out feelers for another group, hopefully smth bites!! I really wanna clear another ultimate 😭

It's kinda crazy how the music stuff has been kicking off now. Like whoa ...