I forgot that’s what they were called hahaha

Now I just have to figure out how and when to attempt to fix it.

There’s so much shit happening in this world as I type all this & I just want to find a way to remember that it’s not just ok, but necessary to balance caring about myself with caring about everything else.

On a positive note, in the time I have been in this withdrawn box I realized what finally broke me & have been able to work through it, have found some kindness, compassion, and acceptance for myself, recognized that i fumbled a lot of shit b/c of assumptions made from my own self hate.

it in the worst way. It’d be one thing to just unplugged from social media but I “unplugged” from texts, phone calls, & hang outs with little to no warning. I feel like I just abandoned everything which indicates a lack of care & yet I care so deeply about 98% of what i abandoned.

Me typing that:

Logged in for the first time in a while and this was at the top of my feed. A+ first few moments back on social media haha

Sorry if you see this multiple places. Trying to get all the pro’s/cons & recommendations as possible before I get some.

Oh yeah, should I be hash tagging over here? Still not sure how it all works but I’ll give it a shot.

#medsky

Don’t need the ones w/ extra fabric for ponytails/long hair since my hair is getting completely chopped off before hand.

Solids/prints don't matter but matching my floor scrubs would be cool & not too hard since they’re usually black. Any/all suggestions welcome!

Anyone use something like this?

Doing this made me forget to grab my stuff from the fridge so working this shift on nothing but Miss Vickie’s Spicy Dill Pickle chips from vending. 7 hours into the shift & all is good. Pt requested a 5:30a wake up so might get home ~ an hour early if I dip out of here by 6am.

Let me know if you need any from Green 8, I can boost those

IFS has been one of the toughest, yet best models for me once I stopped telling myself how stupid I felt about parts work.

I think I struggled b/c it makes me FEEL lol & I have a very bad habit of over intellectualizing emotions & tend to initially resist things that make me feel my feelings lol

Thanks for this!

Not to sound dumb but are we talking about the video game? Cause it’s burning a hole on my Steam wishlist but i haven’t been able to get it yet.

This just makes me want to get it even sooner.

If you’re not talking about the game, ignore me lol