✨⭐️ sloth ⭐️✨
@baka-alpaca.bsky.social
★ he/they ★ psych nurse, current cryptid ★ audhd neurospicy mess ★ (๑•͈ᴗ•͈)◞✏ 90% art, 10% text, 100% mess (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑ ★ vibing but do not perceive me → find socials at linktr.ee/baka.alpaca ★
I would wear this proudly if literally any other pt had nominated me 😭
it’s funny but not funny bc of what happened
and like
I’m not even the ”main” person on his note I‘M LITERALLY LISTED 3RD ON THE -BACK-
HOW DO I TAKE THIS??????? SIR??????
it’s funny but not funny bc of what happened
and like
I’m not even the ”main” person on his note I‘M LITERALLY LISTED 3RD ON THE -BACK-
HOW DO I TAKE THIS??????? SIR??????
October 3, 2025 at 7:31 PM
I would wear this proudly if literally any other pt had nominated me 😭
it’s funny but not funny bc of what happened
and like
I’m not even the ”main” person on his note I‘M LITERALLY LISTED 3RD ON THE -BACK-
HOW DO I TAKE THIS??????? SIR??????
it’s funny but not funny bc of what happened
and like
I’m not even the ”main” person on his note I‘M LITERALLY LISTED 3RD ON THE -BACK-
HOW DO I TAKE THIS??????? SIR??????
the looks I remembered to save
September 23, 2025 at 10:07 PM
the looks I remembered to save
sloths are her favourite, just like mama
September 23, 2025 at 9:59 PM
sloths are her favourite, just like mama
me: what if I don’t actually have ADHD but I convinced them I did, and it’s all fake and-
me, after taking my addy, a stimulant that would make people without ADHD overly energetic: man I could nap right now, I’m so tired
me, after taking my addy, a stimulant that would make people without ADHD overly energetic: man I could nap right now, I’m so tired
September 19, 2025 at 4:41 AM
me: what if I don’t actually have ADHD but I convinced them I did, and it’s all fake and-
me, after taking my addy, a stimulant that would make people without ADHD overly energetic: man I could nap right now, I’m so tired
me, after taking my addy, a stimulant that would make people without ADHD overly energetic: man I could nap right now, I’m so tired
like I’m done, I’m just fucking done
I’m tired! I’m sick of it!!
This is never going to fucking end!!!!
I’m tired! I’m sick of it!!
This is never going to fucking end!!!!
September 16, 2025 at 3:34 AM
like I’m done, I’m just fucking done
I’m tired! I’m sick of it!!
This is never going to fucking end!!!!
I’m tired! I’m sick of it!!
This is never going to fucking end!!!!
when your monthly house payment will go up almost $200
September 16, 2025 at 3:27 AM
when your monthly house payment will go up almost $200
it’s taken hours but maybe my meds are finally calming me down and lulling me to sleep because otherwise I gotta take something else
I can’t get the voices to stop
I can’t get the voices to stop
September 12, 2025 at 3:35 PM
it’s taken hours but maybe my meds are finally calming me down and lulling me to sleep because otherwise I gotta take something else
I can’t get the voices to stop
I can’t get the voices to stop
I just don’t know what to do anymore because if all these medications aren’t going to fix me, why am I bothering
September 12, 2025 at 2:40 PM
I just don’t know what to do anymore because if all these medications aren’t going to fix me, why am I bothering
I don’t know how much of a purpose I serve if I don’t go to work
it’s not like I’m a shining beacon of friendliness or I contribute anything to society besides showing up to my job
and maybe I’m to the point where I’m ready to give up on changing that
it’s not like I’m a shining beacon of friendliness or I contribute anything to society besides showing up to my job
and maybe I’m to the point where I’m ready to give up on changing that
September 12, 2025 at 2:39 PM
I don’t know how much of a purpose I serve if I don’t go to work
it’s not like I’m a shining beacon of friendliness or I contribute anything to society besides showing up to my job
and maybe I’m to the point where I’m ready to give up on changing that
it’s not like I’m a shining beacon of friendliness or I contribute anything to society besides showing up to my job
and maybe I’m to the point where I’m ready to give up on changing that
honestly I’m feeling the same way as too many of my pts lately
and maybe to a degree that scares me
oh you’re lonely, feel useless to people, like you have no purpose or you just feel so broken that’s maybe you’re just unfixable like porcelain?
pour me a glass too, we’re all sad here
and maybe to a degree that scares me
oh you’re lonely, feel useless to people, like you have no purpose or you just feel so broken that’s maybe you’re just unfixable like porcelain?
pour me a glass too, we’re all sad here
September 12, 2025 at 2:33 PM
honestly I’m feeling the same way as too many of my pts lately
and maybe to a degree that scares me
oh you’re lonely, feel useless to people, like you have no purpose or you just feel so broken that’s maybe you’re just unfixable like porcelain?
pour me a glass too, we’re all sad here
and maybe to a degree that scares me
oh you’re lonely, feel useless to people, like you have no purpose or you just feel so broken that’s maybe you’re just unfixable like porcelain?
pour me a glass too, we’re all sad here
another night of crying in bed
September 5, 2025 at 10:40 AM
another night of crying in bed
bonding with your pt in non-kosher ways because you can relate to having no friends or joy and feeling so ungodly alone that it’s suffocating
and you both sit there, mutually understanding
because a lot of the staff can’t relate to you
but I can
and he believed that
and you both sit there, mutually understanding
because a lot of the staff can’t relate to you
but I can
and he believed that
September 4, 2025 at 4:42 PM
bonding with your pt in non-kosher ways because you can relate to having no friends or joy and feeling so ungodly alone that it’s suffocating
and you both sit there, mutually understanding
because a lot of the staff can’t relate to you
but I can
and he believed that
and you both sit there, mutually understanding
because a lot of the staff can’t relate to you
but I can
and he believed that
I’m just never going to stop hurting I guess
September 3, 2025 at 12:27 PM
I’m just never going to stop hurting I guess
I just wish people realized where my mental state is right now because I’m at such a low point that I’m barely able to fake it anymore
September 3, 2025 at 12:25 PM
I just wish people realized where my mental state is right now because I’m at such a low point that I’m barely able to fake it anymore
ahh, is it truly a shift in psych if you're not getting hit...
tonight's weapon of choice was a plastic mug
love that for me and my face
tonight's weapon of choice was a plastic mug
love that for me and my face
September 3, 2025 at 8:39 AM
ahh, is it truly a shift in psych if you're not getting hit...
tonight's weapon of choice was a plastic mug
love that for me and my face
tonight's weapon of choice was a plastic mug
love that for me and my face
like I don’t know why I’m still going, I feel completely worthless and disposable
August 29, 2025 at 6:26 PM
like I don’t know why I’m still going, I feel completely worthless and disposable
eventually I have to feel something, right?
August 29, 2025 at 6:24 PM
eventually I have to feel something, right?
people: when are your cats most active?
me: yes
me: yes
August 17, 2025 at 1:22 AM
people: when are your cats most active?
me: yes
me: yes
omg get out of there
IT'S FROM 2008 HOW ARE YOU FINDING MY OLD FANFICS???
DON'T FOLLOW IT
IT'S NOT GONNA UPDATE
IT'S FROM 2008 HOW ARE YOU FINDING MY OLD FANFICS???
DON'T FOLLOW IT
IT'S NOT GONNA UPDATE
August 16, 2025 at 11:53 PM
omg get out of there
IT'S FROM 2008 HOW ARE YOU FINDING MY OLD FANFICS???
DON'T FOLLOW IT
IT'S NOT GONNA UPDATE
IT'S FROM 2008 HOW ARE YOU FINDING MY OLD FANFICS???
DON'T FOLLOW IT
IT'S NOT GONNA UPDATE
I assure you that whatever age you think this man is, you’re wrong
August 15, 2025 at 5:18 PM
I assure you that whatever age you think this man is, you’re wrong