i'm still living with my parents bc my dad and i care for my mum. i'm going to put artica's face all over the house and they're not gonna know a damn thing hehehehe

amount i had been taking. my dad got me a hamper for Christmas with like $350 of edibles and 2 vapes and now my anxiety is back at full force but i didn't wanna seem ungrateful... only thing is I didnt realise how strong they were. now working down is harder ughhh.

it's every day and I feel like something really really catastrophically bad will happen. i've also seen and heard a lot about cannabis psychosis, which is also a big risk of jumping straight from your addiction to weed. i'm just rambling rn bc I feel like ass, trying to work down from the +

cali sober might work for you so i'm not like trying to condemn it as a whole. i'm just saying from experience that i think it's better to wait a little bit and give your brain time to readjust and learn healthy coping mechanisms before you take weed. the anxiety it's causing me is fucking unreal. +

of course i would lean on it just the same and end up in this loop of trying to work myself down because cold turkey throws my shit out of whack and then being like "I can do just a little, I won't end up taking it every day again", yet I do. +

was all still there and my brain didn't have enough time to start healing properly in the sense that all the good, happy chemicals i was missing still weren't being produced naturally. of course it would cling to the weed. +

Grisped

ough angular art styles are so aesthetically pleasing. this is soooo good.

the shape language in your art is just so good i wanna chew it. sorry for such a strange compliment, i swear it is with the highest praise and admiration.

every tiny little sensation against my body makes me want to scream and cry and peel my skin off. it feels awful. like i'm aware it was just my blanket slipping and rubbing against me but aaaaaaaaa?! don't fucking touch me?! i want 2 cry tbh

Sorry, I am so stressed about other life stuff that I wrote racists twice 😭

but now that I do, I like to spend it looking at horny furry porn and hating white people, racists, nazis, racists, and billionaires on bsky.

I have to admit that I never actually had a Twitter account and I never post on FB, so even though I share these feelings about each group mentioned, I never had the time to post about them. I was my mum's full-time carer until recently, so I didn't have much free time +

They're really just saying the quiet parts out loud now, aren't they?