or... uh baja i guess

or... uh baja i guess

I'm going to reach out to the donor on Kofi for a bust sketch as well, it's just gonna take a moment for me.

Doctors were supposed to schd an lower back MRI like weeks ago but haven't I'll have to call soon ( anxiety hard mode)

MRI on my upper neck and back were done but MRI gave me panic attack so I'm a bit scared.

I hope we find out more I've dealt with this since 2018 and it's getting worse

I'll have to start promoting both anything helps just wish they told us that shipping wasn't included in the initial pricing..

1/3 of the total money was declined for the space plush campaign too.. just so so much

Commissions I need to also hustle on too just medical stuff has been not great tbh

Which we thought we paid for in the initial pricing.. now pin pricing is really high and trying to figure out how/when to pay that.

Table fees for one of the cons we put A deposit need to pay full soon..

Lots of behind the scenes stress..

I'll have sales on our site and the holiday market

Beginning of the month we were like LITERALLY FINE like I was so happy and carefree and now I'm just a stressed mess

Had the depression freakout last week

MFF merch might not come in time.. and I'm just panicking about the one day event this weekend

How much we had to pay for plush shipping

I'm so so sorry.. this is awful I wish there was more I can do to help. I'm dealing with something much similar I had to cancel my essentially wedding due to mine.

Just know that we got your back, if you need anyone to hangout, chat or walk with you like don't be afraid to message us. I'm sorry :(

For NEW PEOPLE

I'm VENDING MFF not attending as an attendee!

Just want to clear that up so I'm not spending money to have funsies it's like costs that I actually need to spend on to make sure we get to the con safely

We can see if we can get some tonight, its a heated tubing with constant water moisture so i dont know if it will stick but its something to try.

I would pay for it but It would dip into rent which I cannot afford to do right now as I need funds to last me a few more weeks till MFF.. I don't have that kind of time right now as this is medical related

They can't even work with me on a solution just kinda a "good luck" this sucks