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my name is Ben. no colon, no masters. antizionist jew. I'm writing about music and life at traumaangel.substack.com

all pronouns are fine, I'm too old to care how you perceive me
I was in the fan club from 2001 to 2004 and saw them three times. Pretended for a few years in early adulthood that they weren't good and I've come back around. Don't know much past Meteora but still love the stuff from my youth.
November 24, 2025 at 9:12 PM
No for sure, especially since I've got two hours of bus travel after my flight before I make it to my folks' house.
November 23, 2025 at 11:55 PM
Hadn't even considered it. I work a block from a duane reade so I'm gonna stop in there after work tomorrow. Thank you for the better option here that I somehow overlooked
November 23, 2025 at 11:50 PM
This is where I'm leaning, I'm just unsure how badly the time zones will get me. I've been averaging a drink or two a month at most lately and I don't really want to be drunk, but I'd love to get a nap in.
November 23, 2025 at 11:48 PM
I’m actually going to be their new singer
November 23, 2025 at 7:02 PM
I'm definitely going to repot some of my plants as they've grown and I want them to continue to grow. Maybe pick up guitar again since I stopped playing a while back and I regret ignoring that part of my life. Maybe I'll finally put some art on these walls.
November 23, 2025 at 1:24 AM
My mom got it when it came out so I don’t remember the first time I heard it. I was 2. It’s just always been in me
November 22, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Agreed. I think he got into the cure about a year ago now? I remember him telling me the first time he listened to Disintegration and I felt honored that he wanted to share it with me
November 22, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Thank you. You’d have loved him. He loved music and his friends so much. He’d be 61 now if he were still with us
November 22, 2025 at 2:36 AM
Through some strange sorcery, Howard befriended Dax Riggs a few years after I helped get him into Acid Bath and Agents of Oblivion. I wish he were alive to hear this record. I just know he'd be obsessed with it.
7 Songs For Spiders, by Dax Riggs
7 track album
daxriggs.bandcamp.com
November 22, 2025 at 2:08 AM
It sounds silly but one of the most subtly devastating aspects of grief over time is that I don't have new pictures of us to share. There will never be new pictures of us. I can still conjure a million wonderful memories but there are so many new things I wish he knew and could see.
November 22, 2025 at 12:07 AM
I'm not getting reposts or anything usually, it just seems to happen sometimes. It's harmless, but odd.
November 20, 2025 at 9:54 PM