Today’s super glamorous breakfast at work is protein oatmeal 289 cals plus a Celsius

I need everyone to see my cat and how he poses for pics like they’re little sears photoshoots 😭

Recently went on a trip and took a pic in the same bathroom that led to my relapse in 2021 after yeas of binging and feeling out of control. 4 years later and I’m still only 64 lbs down. The last few years have been a real struggle. #edsky

It’s pretty cute

Oh hell yeah >:3

Not totally perfect but I got yellow ^_^ lmk if you want a color mooties <3

I think these glasses make me look cooler than I actually am.

A night time drive in the rain. The city lights up the cloudy sky.

🕷️Goals Thread🕷️ Winter 2024

🕷️HW/SW: 230 lbs
❄️CW: 158.4
🕷️GW1: 145
❄️GW2: 130
🕷️GW3: 115
❄️UGW (?): 110 - bmi 18

I’m not sure what my ultimate goal is yet. But I’ll update as I go along. Progress is incredibly slow rn, so here’s to hoping I can reach at least my first GW by the end of Dec :(

Even when I try to let myself find beauty and joy in life, it feels like a costume. Like I don’t deserve it until I can prove I can control myself enough to hit my goal. #edsky #vent