Serafima 🤌
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Serafima 🤌
@bad-serafima.bsky.social
😎 29, Queer, AuDHD, Eastern European
☕ Here for the tea, chit chat and books
🖋️ Writing an MLM superhero novel
📖 Read Echolite on Wattpad & Inkitt

my space: patreon.com/SerafimaMalachit

having fun on: tumblr.com/bad-serafima
we are 😭
February 8, 2026 at 2:35 AM
yaaaaaaay clap clap clap
February 8, 2026 at 2:33 AM
brain currently looping Love From The Other Side by Fall Out Boy but specifically just the line "I'll never go, I. Just. Want to be inviiited." over and over and I might throw up soon if my brain doesn't shut up soon :D
February 8, 2026 at 2:28 AM
Maaan I wish I had that consistency, because at least if I wake up with a shitty mood I will know that the day is gone and just have a day off instead. For me it's like, ONE random thing in my day can suddenly make me plunge into unfathomable sadness, and then THAT's the feeling I can't shake off
February 8, 2026 at 2:20 AM
I guess that's the short version and I'm still trying to understand whether my mistake was assuming from the start that she was evil and never giving her the benefit of the doubt, or whether my mistake was getting close to her anway even though I thought like that... sigh.

I miss her but I don't.
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Cue my toxic behavior as a response, where I "call her out" on what a surface-level, unfeeling, fake person she is. I should've set my boundaries better instead of lashing out, especially if I believed it to be one-sided. She got tired of me telling her everything she does is "wrong". THE END.
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Guess I was honoured she found me "infinitely interesting" a "deep" but I had trust issues and was secretive and tried to tell her nothing because whatever I told her felt binge-consumed and not appreciated at all, no empathy or genuine interest, I'm just "stimulation" for her...
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
thinking about how i blatantly ignored the homework assignment when i was in school and showed up with a 20 page essay on a completely unrelated topic which was my special interest at the time and had a meltdown when the teacher interrupted me and wouldn't let me finish reading it to everyone 🙃
February 8, 2026 at 1:50 AM
y e s
February 8, 2026 at 1:46 AM
Different turtle depending on the animated generation / reboot. It's very much 2003's Raphael, 2012's Michelangelo, 2018's Leonardo and Donattelo
February 8, 2026 at 1:42 AM
(i feel for you and get it but i don't have anything meaningful to say except that as my friend who organizes regular local Single's Mingles says, one can find a friend there, or like, it's more fun if the focus is on celebrating being single, idk, didn't wanna leave without saying something🙃)
February 8, 2026 at 1:28 AM
*sigh* Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. The edgy 2003 version specifically 😩
February 8, 2026 at 1:14 AM
Me, staring at what I just wrote: "The heck is this fifth-wall breaking meta shit?"
February 7, 2026 at 11:46 PM
Serafima: Funny how that works, because interview-Jin-Haru likes to analyse the whole journey from start to end, thought story-Jin-Haru is caught up in the now or the past. Meanwhile ,story-Mason is taking the long-term into consideration all the time, yet he you are, going with the flow...
February 7, 2026 at 11:46 PM
During the villain/victim phase he "accepts" how he is "perceived" (I'm unlovable). But in his redemption, he finally truly accepts HIMSELF "even if nobody gets it" (sacrifice: desire to be loved) and now that he has, he is recognised by people who CAN appreciate his truest, unmasked self.
January 26, 2026 at 10:12 PM
How do you usually find your next read?
January 26, 2026 at 10:00 PM
Thanks for asking. He's defined by his desperation to be loved, and his gift, which has to do with singing. However the way his power manifests is... Odd. Demonised. He's repeatedly told he cannot use it in art or entertainment, but music is all that keeps him going. Love and music are obsessions.
January 26, 2026 at 1:49 AM
My understanding is that, a reader on socials is still a reader, looking for their next read. I look at how I behave on socials when I'm in my reader mode, and imagine I'm marketing to myself. Then again as a reader I am kinda simple: I see a cool concept and I go read it 😅 and that's all I need.
January 26, 2026 at 1:41 AM