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Dekai Baka
@baaaaaaaaaka.bsky.social
6'3ft baka
also i am afraid you might start hating me too which isn't impossible i suppose
September 23, 2024 at 9:07 PM
life in brazil isn't easy as we have to live by with a min wage of barely 300 usd monthly which of course isn't enough at all for basic needs, too much corruption slowed our development progress sadly
September 23, 2024 at 9:05 PM
oh I'm not quite sure that my English is good enough to explain everything, it's kinda a long story, and I would need to give more detailed info about the past to complement the whole story 😔 you see, i am self taught in terms of english and informatics in general
September 23, 2024 at 9:04 PM
it was temporary, i am back to the sad and deeply depressed self yet again, unfortunately
September 23, 2024 at 8:22 PM
i lack motivation for everything, anything i try or do is boring, meaningless, it saddens me. i often look back in time and try to play games or watch movies that used to give me joy, but joy isn't there to be found anymore, unless it were accompanied by them to do such things
September 23, 2024 at 8:21 PM
😖 I don't know, i might have been so mean to the point where they would wish i wasn't born or have met them to say the least, as for i am the monster
September 23, 2024 at 8:19 PM
de nada queridissima
September 23, 2024 at 4:12 PM
i am grateful for every gesture of kindness you've shown me, every word and specially your time to talk to me this way, you are the kind of person that the world needs everywhere, i appreciate it dearly, thank you
(i kind of woke up slightly better today)
September 23, 2024 at 4:11 PM
😭😭😭 i honestly let a few tears escape. however I can't see myself this way you are able to see. so much has happened to me so far so i just simply accept and absorb all the bad things and hold them with me
September 23, 2024 at 4:08 PM
😖😖😖😖 in their place yeah i would hope and wish all the best for them, not so sure about them to be honest, might need some time to them get better and maybe wish me well
September 23, 2024 at 4:06 PM
i never gave a thought to think about it this way. you truly are great at this. I think they are mad and sad because of me and might be wishing the worse things possible for me
September 23, 2024 at 4:04 PM
eu pago
September 23, 2024 at 4:28 AM
peitinhos é vida, além de fofos
September 23, 2024 at 4:11 AM
flat chest is justice
September 23, 2024 at 4:05 AM
I usually dont do this on social media and just keep it to myself, i am a lowprofile kind of person with little to no connection with social medias, almost a ghost but i will try to be more active here every now and then
thank you for every gesture of kindness you've shown to me
September 22, 2024 at 9:54 PM
thank you, however i am not from usa so I can't call those numbers, in Brazil they have something similar but i don't trust
September 22, 2024 at 9:53 PM
i am not even thinking about trying to find new people because the cycle might just repeat itself again and again, much like ouroboros 😵‍💫
September 22, 2024 at 9:52 PM
they mean a lot and it hurts 🤕
September 22, 2024 at 9:50 PM
no matter what i do or think i never find anything which i could offer, even whilst with them saying good things about me i couldn't agree to any of it
September 22, 2024 at 9:50 PM
😞🙁😓😟🥹😰🥲😔😨😭
September 22, 2024 at 6:35 PM
I've tried new things but nothing fills the void like their presence, their touch.. their voice, hugging and being in their presence made me feel better, but time would go by so fast and that sucks
September 22, 2024 at 6:32 PM
that's so heartwarming. im glad you are able to be optimistic. i feel bad for feeling this way whilst you're staying strong and moving forward
September 22, 2024 at 6:29 PM