💉Gray💉
@b1u8rrygr33ky09urt.bsky.social
21 | Mia | pro recovery
DNI: under 18, non EDSky, fatphobic
Kinda in recovery but I yearn for another restrictive honeymoon phase
DNI: under 18, non EDSky, fatphobic
Kinda in recovery but I yearn for another restrictive honeymoon phase
Im like kinda in recovery rn idk its kinda weird
November 14, 2025 at 6:51 AM
Im like kinda in recovery rn idk its kinda weird
Hi uhh im back,,, have still been like pvr91n9 and and I dont think that'll never b a part of my life but im back on this acc bc I miss st4rv1n9 and wanna get tr1gg3red again ^^
August 7, 2025 at 6:36 PM
Hi uhh im back,,, have still been like pvr91n9 and and I dont think that'll never b a part of my life but im back on this acc bc I miss st4rv1n9 and wanna get tr1gg3red again ^^
Might go 4 a long walk today and read at a café and order a low calorie latte or smth c:
May 7, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Might go 4 a long walk today and read at a café and order a low calorie latte or smth c:
I've been so fucking lonely i love my friends but I miss having one person so close to me that I tell them everything
May 2, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I've been so fucking lonely i love my friends but I miss having one person so close to me that I tell them everything
I love mass effect but i hate that the dialogue options w romance able characters are only "omg... let's kiss :33" or "i fucking hate you i am your commander and you will treat me as such and I dont fuckig care if you die in the next mission"
May 2, 2025 at 5:22 AM
I love mass effect but i hate that the dialogue options w romance able characters are only "omg... let's kiss :33" or "i fucking hate you i am your commander and you will treat me as such and I dont fuckig care if you die in the next mission"
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Hey sorry for being gone for a while but I think I got depressed and I think im not gonna do anything about it rn bc I've been hungry w no appetite and I wanna ride that
May 1, 2025 at 10:56 PM
Hey sorry for being gone for a while but I think I got depressed and I think im not gonna do anything about it rn bc I've been hungry w no appetite and I wanna ride that
My f/tb1t finally gave out does anyone have any recs for fitness bands
April 11, 2025 at 12:12 AM
My f/tb1t finally gave out does anyone have any recs for fitness bands
UGHHHHH I THINK I DEVELOPED AN ALLERGY 2 BANDAGE ADHESIVE 😭🤗😵😵💫
April 9, 2025 at 2:39 AM
UGHHHHH I THINK I DEVELOPED AN ALLERGY 2 BANDAGE ADHESIVE 😭🤗😵😵💫
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actually, all of this IS for attention. because you never paid attention to me when i was struggling or gave me the support i needed, and maybe Someone will pay attention when they notice im nothing but skin & bones
April 8, 2025 at 1:35 AM
actually, all of this IS for attention. because you never paid attention to me when i was struggling or gave me the support i needed, and maybe Someone will pay attention when they notice im nothing but skin & bones
Y can't i do this
April 5, 2025 at 10:52 PM
Y can't i do this
Im so bad at posting on here, idk i have a weird guilt about it sorry if i just kinda lurk
April 1, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Im so bad at posting on here, idk i have a weird guilt about it sorry if i just kinda lurk
Every now and then I'm worse at regulating my emotions and then I have to remember I started restricting again and dull dread is just kind apart of it
April 1, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Every now and then I'm worse at regulating my emotions and then I have to remember I started restricting again and dull dread is just kind apart of it
False alarm
I think i have an ulcer
March 26, 2025 at 3:00 AM
False alarm
I think i have an ulcer
March 25, 2025 at 10:45 PM
I think i have an ulcer
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honeymoons don’t hit the same after having enough relapse/recovery cycles. i wish i could go back to the ignorance “oh i just happen to be getting skinny by not eating and restricting calories i guess i’ll casually continue 😇” phase when food wasn’t life 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 24, 2025 at 12:06 PM
honeymoons don’t hit the same after having enough relapse/recovery cycles. i wish i could go back to the ignorance “oh i just happen to be getting skinny by not eating and restricting calories i guess i’ll casually continue 😇” phase when food wasn’t life 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
Starting to smell like summer and it's triggering
March 24, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Starting to smell like summer and it's triggering
I dont know why I can't lock in... some days I feel as disordered as I did when I was 17 but then other days I really think I look fine and eat whatever. I'm not losing weight :(
March 23, 2025 at 4:26 PM
I dont know why I can't lock in... some days I feel as disordered as I did when I was 17 but then other days I really think I look fine and eat whatever. I'm not losing weight :(
I NEED to be skinny before I see n1ne 1nch na1ls this summer aaaaaaa
March 14, 2025 at 6:06 PM
I NEED to be skinny before I see n1ne 1nch na1ls this summer aaaaaaa