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Je suis purement japonaise.🇯🇵
J'étudie le français.🇫🇷🔰
Most of the posts are recorded in English.
(Practicing English)
I used to endure on my own. Receiving support was the exception. It was an emotion that should have been suppressed within me. I didn't have to open up or be vulnerable. I leaned on others to ease my mind and eventually became incapable of doing anything on my own.
January 8, 2025 at 2:10 PM
I don't want to live happily ever after myself, but I want my loved ones to live happily ever after. If they were happy without me, I would be happy. But once I got involved with them, I couldn't do that. I started wanting to be happy with them. I'm such a piece of shit. I only think about myself.
January 8, 2025 at 1:59 PM
I want to die. But more than that, I want to die for them. They will be happier and more comfortable once I am gone. I wish them a lifetime of happiness.
January 8, 2025 at 1:49 PM
Both betraying myself and believing in myself are reflections of my past actions. And the present self becomes that "past self".
July 22, 2024 at 12:29 PM
I would rather kill myself than wish someone dead.
July 17, 2024 at 3:28 AM
Emotions that could be repressed could one day suddenly sprout.
July 17, 2024 at 3:21 AM
Just because I care for a person does not mean that I will be cared for. Just because you love does not mean you will be loved. Don't ask for anything in return for your feelings.
June 14, 2024 at 3:59 PM
I'm tired of studying for exams. I have no room in my heart.
February 19, 2024 at 5:50 PM
Je veux aller en Europe.
February 19, 2024 at 5:42 PM
Demain, je vais à l'université.
February 14, 2024 at 6:12 PM
Très fatigué.bonne nuit
3 a.m. au Japon
February 14, 2024 at 6:11 PM
Bonne nuit.
4:37 a.m. in Japan.
February 10, 2024 at 7:37 PM
Even if I die, "existence" does not disappear. Therefore, I want to disappear as if I had never existed from the beginning.
February 10, 2024 at 2:24 PM
Do you think people who want to die are strange? Do you think people who self-harm are horrible?? you don’t want to be involved with them…???
February 10, 2024 at 2:04 PM
A world made of warm people is a cruel place.
February 10, 2024 at 1:53 PM
difficult
February 9, 2024 at 6:46 PM
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Yeah, my firstname is a pain for 日本人 with the R and the AN (without the sound of n on the end). And, it's not a problem to be "not good", we progress with our mistakes and practice.
February 9, 2024 at 9:08 AM
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It's what you do, isn't it ? You speak 日本語, English and you start learning French, isn't it ? We are on the same "level", if I can say that. You learn my native language et I try to learn yours.
February 9, 2024 at 8:43 AM
In Japan, the day is ending. But there is a country where the day is about to begin. I have not changed anything. What is a worthwhile day.
February 9, 2024 at 8:31 AM
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Moi j’aime bien le coté ordonné et respectueux des Japonais.
February 8, 2024 at 9:01 PM
Good morning. It was a pleasure to talk to so many kind people yesterday! Thanks🕊️
February 9, 2024 at 2:44 AM
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Tu adorerais! Viens en hiver pour vivre une expérience plus intense! 🤟
February 8, 2024 at 6:01 PM