I got 3 (Mojhosto charity stream when?)

Love you, sending 🫂💖💪

Oh wow that’s a name I haven’t seen in ages. I worked on Cash Cab 🇨🇦 many years ago and he was a contestant, one of my faves. So quick, funny and gorgeous and just a shining person. The apartment fire was not long after that, just awful. I’ve googled every so often, so glad he’s kept his shine alive!

Yeah I do appreciate the randomness as well, I just got burned (heh) adding chill to an end slot when I really wanted space on either side of it to make more slushies. But it’s good that the randomness can prompt a pivot which the design is getting better at pushing in general too.

I got 2.5 runs in with her last night! Initial impression is i wish I had more opportunities to add hot/cold and some placement control, but the flavour and potential interactions are really sweet!

And she showed me her texts, she had sent some to my dad and he had written back “wow they look so proud” and my brain just saw
They
They
They

He’s been resistant to they pronouns even after 5 years, so to see him ACTUALLY using them in private conversation… THAT’S when I broke down and sobbed 😭😭😭

have a septum ring in, another dude asked me how much weight I’d lost (bc he’d lost 100lbs and had loose skin too, but not as much as me of course). Between all those I just wanted to find a spot to break down and sob lol. But I didn’t, I found my mom & she had taken a lot of awesome pics on stage.

Anyway I fucking rule and even if that’s not always clear to me, even if not everyone sees it, enough folks do and enough folks will, and at base level I’m secure in my own power 💪🥰

key, because especially on my first show I can’t expect anywhere close to perfection. My dad asked the other day what I want to get out of it and truly the answer is just to prove that I can do something hard. And regardless of anything else I will have done that and it’s something to be proud of.

openly and honestly and I know what I can’t accept. People respect me and are eager to offer help when needed. I treat myself with love and compassion and know that my best really is my best. If I could do better I would and I’m always trying to figure out how to improve. On the bodybuilding this is

not despite me or because they think I’m something I’m not, but exactly because I am who I am - my difference that I’ve always felt has made me wrong actually makes me right.

More than ever I know what I’m looking for and what I need in all kinds of relationship. I can communicate where I’m at

Just reminding myself that I realized my life wasn’t enough for me and made huge moves to fix that. I established myself in a new city and am getting along socially. I started a new career and it’s supporting me. My clients routinely tell me how they’re stoked on their progress and on me, and that’s

Grossssss sorry to hear! One time I made a burner account and posted in there trying to understand in good faith what they were so mad about and it took about 2 responses before they got to white genocide

I don’t think I can take this test. I can’t have this kind of relationship with a doctor. So I guess I’m losing my meds, because one way or another she’ll take them. I am not struggling on them, they have helped me make huge changes, but apparently I don’t deserve them. I give up.

There is some conflict, to my understanding weed can make it less effective, potentially cause anxiety, and both aren’t great on the cardiovascular system. Despite basically everyone I know being on adhd meds and weed, she is determined that i not use both of the substances that make me functional.