Again, I’m not saying anything against the show itself, I simply do not understand, from a math standpoint, why it’s a millennial show! It came out on my 13th birthday! It just never made sense to me.

Oh, and this supports my argument that generational groups are silly. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I mean, it’s a preschool show, right? Not saying older people can’t enjoy it; I support liking what you like. But, if “millennials” are approx 1981 - 1996, the target age for the show is only a tiny portion of millennials. But, it seems to be talked about as some major millennial zeitgeist.

Right this is actually the worse time of year for me allergy wise. I’m not disagreeing about covid but lol I am severely allergic to all the fall blooming crap.

It’s just a long long thing that’s been feeling worse as time goes on, but I prefer not to post it all in a public fashion. I just feel lonely into the pit of my soul, and like I have nobody close but my kids. And, I’m certainly not dumping my adult problems on them. 🙃

I am always the one who leads with “okay so do you want to do something for your birthday” for anyone else. But, then I felt like a zero priority for anyone. It’s not that I want or need anything big, I only want to feel like someone thinks about me like I think about them.

I also get overwhelmed picking a thing to do or place to go with people I don’t know well. I have been struggling with such bad brain fatigue. I dunno, I feel it’s so multi layered.

Then, of course, I feel guilty. I have a good number of people who will say they want to hang out with me, but it makes me feel awkward? And I have no reason to feel that way, logically I appreciate their friendship, but I simply do not feel a real connection.

I had to think about this. So, I think part of it is I generally have a fear of wasting time and energy as a spoonie. So yes; when it’s people I’m not super close to, there is a part of me that worries it’ll be a frustrating energy burn without being fulfilling.

Right, because he’s very clearly neurodivergent. Which is what I found mind boggling. The Myth of Normal felt like one long ADHD brain dump, and his insistence of ADHD being from womb trauma (a modified version of the refrigerator mother theory) made my brain explode.

I haven’t heard that particular line, but based on what I did read, I’m not surprised.

I’m resisting the urge to go off. I wrote a super super long review of the myth of normal because 😩

He must be in the Gabor Mate camp of “my adhd isn’t like your adhd”. 🙄