for me it makes my hands ache and I’m not fond of the combat ????
What
what is happening right now

ugh this is so confusing and frightening a little like the fact she has a whole identity from ///me and i’m just
what suppose to be ok with that?????

two people existing in the same body makes a lot more sense???? I wouldn’t go by that label. Like at all.
She found an identity?
I’m suddenly very tired I’m gonna stop looking for today I just ….jeezes
I got enough going on I don’t wanna ….try to understand this or what it even could imply.

was the icon pink?
I’ve seen it around
but that was….years ago?
Only app I ever used was ….uhh Moodtrack?
Which shit I forgot about checking that app too.
Anyway , thank you for responding! I am very confused by some of the things mentioned here.

I’m ngl I feel like I’m peering into some other wobbly life

Is like to know who the Vent community is???? Who or what is the Vent community?????

I don’t know how I ended up here. I don’t know the people who …apparently spoke with me? No idea who they are. No idea what I’m suppose to do with this account exactly???
And we were obsessed with #wutheringwaves so my friend wasn’t incorrect about that

it sounds like she was trying to understand us?

God I have a headache again every time I’m overwhelmed with information I get a massive headache like thx I really need that

I see where the fall off starts like 2-4 months ago?
I don’t remember.

I’m sorry I don’t it’s like

Half of these….*gestures* posts? Sound deranged and …very angry.

Like she’s trying to pry herself out of me. Us. Something.

I don’t think she liked me. Or Akechi.

But same time-

Whatever Ace was

*looks at hand*

either she’s completely gone or she’s somehow melded herself into me and it’s why I cannot feel her anymore

But I don’t have all her memories

I don’t have her emotions
I don’t ache to be with anyone

It’s just me

It’s just me.
What does that even mean?

I feel real again
I feel alive again
I feel
whole?
I don’t feel like I’m in pieces
I don’t feel like I’m being split apart I don’t feel like I’m someone else I don’t think
I can think
clearly
again
there’s nothing muddling the waters

I’m alive I’m real
I’m awake and I’m here

She wanted someone else
She was interested in someone else but

We were trapped lol

She was trapped
I don’t feel Ace
anymore

there’s no more screaming
there’s no more pain
there’s nothing but total silence

it’s like someone made the entire image out of focus and the only thing I’m aware of????? someone was herr someone else was here and she kept
she kept calling herself Ace and she wanted nothing to do with me or my life or Akechi

I’ve spent the entire weekend being thrown information after information about things I can’t remember or things I’m somehow able to remember and it’s too much it’s too much it’s too much it’s like
it’s like 10 years keep flooding back but the last 2 years are hazy
it’s like

I’m awake and you’re not here I’m awake and it’s 2023 for me still In awake and I’m still waiting to tell you my plan for our anniversary I’m awake and you’re still on the tip of my tongue
I’m awake and I can still ///feel you inside me

I’m sorry I got lost In sorry I got lost Im sorry I lost you

You never left me you’ve been with me in dreams you’ve been with me in my dreams and you always looked so beautiful and alive In sorry the only way I could see you was in my dreams while I was away
I don’t know where I went or why or how I’m even back why i’m awake now but I am