Day 5 of pain and suffering 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Getting better though just.... so slowly

The biggest loss by FAR with this recurrence is getting faked out that coffee is ok so im glad I have another bev to look forward to

Another victory is there is now a no sugar liquid iv mango pineapple and that shit is good as hell DAMN, I can't eat mango or pineapple rn so it scratches that itch so well

Like I can eat steak now fuck yeah dude, made my day lowkey

We're at the point where I'm feeling 50/50 if this is gonna develop into a recurrence 😭😭😭 dear god I really fucking hope not lol

"Wow you could've ended up with sepsis if this was left untreated" mightve been a targeted attack towards me 😭

Also its not bad at all I just need pt :) I have a pretty mild case. At worst I'll just need a surgery but unlikely

For summary I was having arm issues and pain for a good chunk of February and March that was really bad, it got better but only to about 80% and i finally got into pt via referral where I got the diagnosis, I think the tos triggered the cdiff in my gut which super destroyed me lol

I also think there really isn't that much on cdiff and I think more people should know about it because there's like 10000 things I've only heard due to semi obsessive research

*Talked

Talkee with doc and its likely costochondritis or other inflammation so nothing serious but man it's ANNOYING 😭😭😭

Just a very persistent bacteria in the colon 😭😭😭 id compare the experience to getting mono, but then getting anxiety that mono is coming back and then it comes back and also you get ibs and freaky symptoms. I'm in pain and losing a ton of weight but I'm alive and will stay alive 😭

2 days of pain just because i tried a new food dude 🥲🥲🥲 no sign of stopping either 😭😭😭

Fun fact! Did you know you can develop ibs post cdiff 😭😭😭 more fun fact: you don't want ibs 🥲