I relate far to much to this, I am trying to inform some of my close friends how I do it (help over and over again, until i feel good enough), and how I really need to start having reciprocal relations otherwise I just fall back into it..

we're on the exact opposite end, where we can visualize everything, and imagine every movement we perform is being moved by us; it blurs into reality our mind and creates fun sensations, and we have to imagine both ends feel like super powers in very different ways

community is what makes life worth living, thank you for sharing your story to with it

real, it's hard to know if I'll ever feel fully comfortable anywhere