just seeing this 😭💔 my bad y’all

pooped him out

me too me too
(from ur list) my favs are blue, little bear, spongebob, spiderman and magic school bus !!!

blues clues blues clues blues clues

i messaged one on july 5th and never heard back so i shall try again this upcoming week

thank you i really appreciate you

thank you i’ll have to check it out ! ive been currently looking on psychologytoday.com and its quite nice ur able to filter through types of help, types of visits, insurance, and all that its quite neat

deep down i do know that i’m not the only one struggling ive always been able to push it back and have fun but its just gotten too heavy lately to do so and its made being on social media very frustrating
so in the moment when i see everyone having fun but im too deep in my head i just get angry

i do have insurance so i’m searching for someone who takes my insurance and ive been looking moreso for someone who can do video chats or calls vs in person its easier for me to do it that way at least at the start
they’re personal but idk how to not overshare my life lmaoo

meant to say dad ghost not ghost dad💀💀

no i’m just tryjng to keep normal irl really i just moved out on my own a few months ago so im trying not to let things get out of control to where i screw myself over with my house n stuff

thank you sin appreciate u always

hii

im being triggered over a trauma that started over 18 years ago. its so. built up at this point

im sorry for coming back to just immediately dump on whoever ends up seeing this but i couldnt just come back here and act like nothing is happening its all weighing so so heavily on me its hard for me to ignore anymore

ive tried reaching out to therapists and havent gotten a response ive talked to 988 ive explained my situation to a friend
nothing helps i want nothing more than all of it to go away ive been spending every day the last two+ weeks consistently getting triggered over and over and over

while social media isnt my main issue ive become really angry and upset with other people solely for having fun and enjoying their tome with their friends so i didnt want to actually take that out on others
just bc i cant enjoy my life doesnt mean no one else can

hi friend