I cried a lot and it is how I feel all so much as a bear.

That sounds good

My life goal is to finish my degree in ecology so I can work with and study polar bears

Thank you Hun. This was just a brief summary of how everything has been going. It's been way too rough of a year.

I lack the strength anymore

All the while they pile more abuse on us. I'm tired. It's hard to take anymore steps. The light at the end of the tunnel is fading. I just want to feel a normal day again.

I was behind on bills since loosing my job years back from my sex change. So this year on top of the work abuse I had to file bankruptcy. Things where starting to look up financially finally and now the government is shut down, I am forced to work still and pay for things like nothing is happening.