I miss my father so incredibly much, and I can't seem to get it out. I want to cry so fuckin' badly but it just won't come. I can feel it. Just let it fuckin' happen please. I know it's cliche but just one more warm hug. Bleh.

I uh, will just use this account to vent a little. My father, (who I don't get along with and rarely spoke with the last 5 years). Suffered a heart attack on Saturday while I had been present. I performed CPR and within several minutes medics arrived, prognosis: bad. Fuck, Merry Christmas.

Blizzard can you stop suspending my game accounts? God, I'm running out of phone numbers to use.

I need to get more active on this site. I'm just a lazy shit when it comes to that, heh.

I have so much pent up anger, rage, frustration that I feel like it's reaching a boiling point and some unfortunate soul is going to say the wrong thing and bam. They're gonna wish they had some ear plugs at the very least.

Social media when you have no family is really fuckin' brutal. God damn.

This looks so fuckin' cute, it hurts.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lzo...

Sometimes a good drive through the hills just hits right.

My baby boy from an early self-care beach walk.

I'm so damn tired, so very damn tired and no idea how to fix it. :\

So anyway, are we from all the sacks of shit on that other garbage website?

So anyway, I guess we're over here now for a bit eh? Hey everyone!