I'm always so astonished about the group of indie writers who only care about maximizing their sales and revenue without caring about the soul of their works

In my opinion it's ADD without any H and the reason the docs are reluctant to call it ADHD is because I had no symptoms during childhood but also my memory is so bad I don't remember how I felt as a kid so 💁‍♀️
Also I feel like the anxiety they told me I have is counteracting some of the ADHD stuff

Looked up what that looks like. Yup, sure has a bunch of little holes 😬

I feel it's completely normal. There's reason you didn't finish it, even if it was just not your cup of tea, why not talk about it?

Especially if it's niche things. I was specifically looking up Jane Austen / Regency era colouring books and there are a million different books to choose from 😬

I can totally imagine that a few sell as gifts from people not looking in much detail and also I don't think those people care if one of their books don't sell cause there's so little effort put into it that they can just flood the market with hundreds of bookx and maybe sell 10 of each

It's so disheartening 😔 and some look really horrible with so many artifacts, no idea how people can want to stare at that long enough to colour it :/

I think cutlery has it's own life during the night and sometimes they decide to just go on adventures

I feel like this game is maybe too easy on easy mode cause half the time the enemies just stand around looking at me not attacking 😬 idk if that's a general game thing or a difficulty thing tho

Stuff like that is even worse cause we're so used to having them in our lives and researching when a place got every single little thing is exhausting 🙃 partially also why i didnt go for a fake medieval time period but closer to an early industrial revolution 😬

Writing fantasy is fun until you decide certain words don't exist in your world (like anything god or devil related) and then you just live with the constant anxiety that one word slipped through out of habit and you didn't catch it during edits 😔

(Even though magical elements definitely exist they're just not talked about as magic)

So also phrases like "magically appeared" don't exist because magic doesn't exist but also how do I talk about the fox that can talk and just ... magically appears places?

I am my own worse enemy for no reason

Sad stuff could definitely work, i need to see if I have enough stuff that could fit 👀

I make lists of all the unread physical books I own that also exist as audiobooks and then pick a random one for my next listen so I need to find a theme that I already own a bunch of books in (i'm also including the audio dramas I wanna listen to). Right now I'm thinking wide, maybe general sci-fi🤔

And I don't have to get angry at them when they're misbehaving during their lessons or during break (well, except when they're in the library) 😌 so easy to be the cool aunt like this 😂

(I don't think they'll be that messy, they're good kids, and their teacher agreed to it in the end, I just like fueling their chaos if it doesn't involve the library lmao)