also i used it to get the best ghost picture 💔 ghostin4k my beloved

thank youyyy

i’m not the one people want, i’m just the placeholder until they don’t need me anymore. lol.

and i feel so love starved. i just wanna be loved like im the only thing to matter. all my flaws. all my stupid yapping. i wish that i could mean the most to someone but every day it feels increasingly more impossible. i feel so unlovable, just no ones type. no one is out there for me. but idk.

and i guess you could say it’s jealousy. i don’t hate them for being pretty and fun to be around. i’m glad they are. it just sucks because i feel so unimportant. all the time. and that’s not their fault, i just suck. it just feels like i love everyone around me, but it’s never reciprocated.

and it sucks being the in pretty one of the friend group. everyone else gets random compliments and interest, and that’s just never something i’ve gotten. they both have partners and im the only one by myself. and they say “your time will come” “you don’t need someone” but that’s just not fair.