There's been so many times where ive been close to just ending it all. Nights where i believed that no one would care if i just died. But.. now i can remember that people do care, and friends who love me like the family i wish i had.

I am grateful for all of you, but i really, REALLY, need help.

This isn't completely covering everything, but its the parts im comfortable sharing.

There's been alot of bad times, but im glad to have all of you that support me, and the friends i managed to make during my hardships. All of you have helped alot

I want to get away from my family, make sure that they can't hurt me any longer.
Don't get me wrong, i love them, but.. the years of this treatment.

If i want to begin to be happy, I have to leave and cut them out of my life.

I have this goal so i can save up and eventually, leave.

There's been alot of shit happening in my life, im currently working to get diploma equivalent, and to get job. But, all my life i haven't been given any chance to be free, to be happy, or to be myself. So, This is a long goal i'm putting up for any help people may want to give.

They haven't gotten better, they still treat me like dead weight, A burden.
They keep invoking ideas in my mind to turn to drugs for things THEY don't like about my body.
They express that if i came out to be a part of the lgbt+ community, they'd never accept me.

I tried to get some help back then, but i couldn't speak to anyone; there was this massive language barrier and i was locked within four walls for years. I was terrified of human contact, let alone civilization.

Only last year i managed to return to the usa. Though.. returning to my other family.

Life with my father held me back the most; my teenage years were spend tending to my father's every need. I was nothing more than a caretaker, having to feed my father, walk him to the bathroom, and also watch over the babies in the home. I was denied an education. So i've been screwed over!!

These are the people who have denied my deteriorating mental health; people who have imposed an eating disorder on me when i was only a child, and they are people who have denied my experience with sexual assault.

And i've lived with my other side of my family, which hasn't been.. great.

I have explained my situation in my discord server quite in depth. But for my privacy, I'll just go over things more vaguely here.

My family has been incredibly abusive and controlling for my entire life. The people i am supposed to trust and seek guidance in have failed me time and time again.

Another: if you don’t want to place a bid in replies, my dms are open!! :3

Also: this will be open for a week or a lil longer! Depends…

I have been very occupied with my health all year; and with more appointments coming up i barely have time to work on comms. Let alone projects. Anything helps, but as always you are never obligated to help me. But it will mean the world to me

THERES A TYPO NOOO I MISSPELLED ENSNARED

LASTLY!
All donations do go into my personal savings for medical and living expenses!

Through supporting you help me more than you can imagine! And it helps me crank out more art that i love making :)

Supporters do get rewarded! It is shown both in the discord and the kofi; but 1-15 dollar donos will be included in a dedicated thank you doodle page!
Anything higher may have their characters included in background or cameos!

And lastly since this project will be affecting my availability for commissions; if you still wish to support me.. I do have a kofi!

The goal amount is a placeholder and may change if my situation calls for it.
ko-fi.com/astryix

If you would like to know more; Join my Discord! i frequently update y'all there and theres alot of drawings in it that I haven't posted anywhere else.

That and I will be sharing plenty of updates as they come!

discord.gg/W6yDhjXjy4

More Information can be found in my discord server but the tldr is...
Rapture is a city based on a variety of different kinks, this comic series simply is my ocs lives within the city and all the kinky shit they get up to!

This'll be a long project, so my commissions will be limited.