Astrol Black
astrolblack.bsky.social
Astrol Black
@astrolblack.bsky.social
I write, paint, game, draw, complain, cry, cook, eat, eat, drink, eat, sleep, think about working out, ramble on, lose my train if thought, and so you should probably ignore me.
can someone explain the point of this app to me?
August 25, 2025 at 8:27 AM
I hate that I've only been pursued by one person and she was verifiably insane. I get it, I'm not exactly Tom Hiddleston, but like... I just wish I didn't feel like I was constantly begging for companionship. I'm not, but it feels that way.
June 10, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Depression has been kicking my ass and a thought occurred to me. Feelings are temporary.

I get sad, I sleep, I wake up at zero, get happy, get sad, sleep. It moves. It's fluid. But if I do something stupid, that's permanent.

I refuse to let something temporary cause something permanent.
June 9, 2025 at 1:32 AM
How do you cut the strings that tie your heart to the vicious machine that chews those strings until it sucks you in and shreds you and everything you've built while pulling them taut to find some peace in the distance?
May 16, 2025 at 8:36 AM
A caged beast only knows masters

A free beast only knows prey

A loved beast only knows friends

Think about what beast you're talking to before assuming your best interest is at heart.
May 5, 2025 at 10:51 PM
What do you do when you're in love, and the person cares for you but not in the same way, and they might never?

Do I let that go? I can't bury that kind of feeling. I don't want to let them go as a person. I don't know what to do.
April 20, 2025 at 12:48 AM
Thanks, ex's mom, for showing up uninvited and unannounced. I love having my productive flow ruined and replaced with an anxiety attack. Please never return.
March 27, 2025 at 8:21 PM
I hope my meds kick in. I don't want to fall in love and be unsure whether or not it's my anxiety, ADHD, depression, or mood swings. I don't know if what I'm feeling is real or not. She's amazing. The last thing I want to do is accidentally hurt her by showing I'm into her and it's not real.
March 19, 2025 at 12:53 AM
It's almost like the people who helped the rotten orange peel get into power are a bit fucked in the noggin, ain't it?
March 19, 2025 at 12:48 AM
Can you imagine the joy I feel for not investing the four thousand dollars I squirrelled away in Tesla stock?
March 15, 2025 at 12:28 AM
Life is a bear and it's eating my fucking kayak.
March 14, 2025 at 9:16 AM
And furthermore, he says that like it's a bad thing; why are we glorifying war? How dare they not participate in the murder disrespect on foreign soil as much as we do! So sick of America man, exhausted by the fact I have to live here.
March 5, 2025 at 3:59 AM
If you don't feel guilty when you eat candy shaped like animals, don't talk to me, we cannot be friends.
March 5, 2025 at 3:49 AM
The voices never stop talking. They never yell or scream or cry or screech, just mutters, mumbles, mocking and monotonous, they grow and shrink depending on how alone I am and since solitude is their sanctuary, so am I. I wish they would stop, or at least give advice, but no, just talk. Just talk.
March 5, 2025 at 2:07 AM
I'm exactly one year too late, it is time to announce that I will, from this moment forward, end all of my sentences with 'type shit'.
February 20, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Just saw an ad for a TV streaming service and the tldr is "This service gave the customer freedom from having to raise her child while also giving the child the best life by having the service entertain her endlessly and teach her right from wrong."

I can't tell if it was satire or current events.
February 10, 2025 at 5:20 AM
... There's a character limit. 🫠
February 7, 2025 at 4:44 AM
I'm starting to realize maybe the reason the doctor (modern doctor who not classic, never seen it) maybe only takes (generally) women because he doesn't want men, creatures that remind him of himself, along as companions. Maybe I'm projecting. I'm definitely projecting.
February 5, 2025 at 5:36 AM
Anyone need an American roommate in Canada? I'm really cute, know how to cook and clean, sew, I can do really good Arnold Schwarzenegger, SpongeBob, Mickey Mouse, Kermit the frog Impressions AND I have a PS5 and 2 controllers. 👉🏽👈🏽 Anyone?
February 3, 2025 at 7:40 PM
I am very sad that I cannot enjoy the nation that inspired Hamilton. Are there any Canadian musicals about spunky immigrants saving the day with hip hop influences and a jarring song for when the hero cheats on his wife and then dies tragically? I know it's a bit specific, but it's a specific itch.
February 3, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Oh my God, if she isn't absolutely done with my entire species after tonight, I will legitimately be surprised.

Sidenote: Fuck my roommate and fuck me too for letting her do this to me. 🫠 Fuck this planet.
January 18, 2025 at 1:49 AM
If you're a dumbass who is going to make a two hour round trip for their ex for some fucking reason, raise your hand.

👋🏽
January 2, 2025 at 3:01 AM
If you don't call yourself the hottest thing since the edge of a microwaved plate in the morning and then the ugliest ball of garbage that's ever reeked (I spelled that right) havoc on this desolate rock then I doubt we have much in common. 🥹😭
December 18, 2024 at 1:47 AM
Reposted by Astrol Black
December 17, 2024 at 1:42 PM
What Kate said, but angrier.
December 17, 2024 at 5:18 PM