Fortunately i do have my old loyal drawing tablet and textured brushes to help me have a taste of painting, but i feel like sketching on actual paper helps a lot with learning and i think it would be really useful to put some actual paint on some actual canvas

I realized that playing around with shapes of paint is a lot more fun and comfortable to me than drawing with lines. It's a shame that's a kinda/really expensive hobby to do traditionally, i really wish i could try some oil painting but i lack both the money and space

its always the god damn colors they're going to make me go insane some day