marlena
@asrielbelacqua.bsky.social
This is my last film review, I just keep saying to myself, but always end up writing yet another one, being fully aware that it won't touch anybody's heart. Those are but gilded words, spilled from my own blood; a lovelorn scream, wrapped in silence of the tranquil forest.
December 26, 2025 at 12:56 PM
This is my last film review, I just keep saying to myself, but always end up writing yet another one, being fully aware that it won't touch anybody's heart. Those are but gilded words, spilled from my own blood; a lovelorn scream, wrapped in silence of the tranquil forest.
I got around to watching random harvest (1942), but then immediately regretted my decision. I still cannot find the words to describe what I feel about film. That felt like a promise, but left a deep cut behind. I wish I was loved with the same intensity as paula (greer garson) loves her husband.
December 26, 2025 at 12:55 PM
I got around to watching random harvest (1942), but then immediately regretted my decision. I still cannot find the words to describe what I feel about film. That felt like a promise, but left a deep cut behind. I wish I was loved with the same intensity as paula (greer garson) loves her husband.
It's devastating, when you go to a café, and as soon as you enter the place you hear that 'everything gets cheaper if you buy it as a pair, i.e., desserts for you and your significant other. It makes me feel inadequate. Being single means being defective.
December 25, 2025 at 11:42 AM
It's devastating, when you go to a café, and as soon as you enter the place you hear that 'everything gets cheaper if you buy it as a pair, i.e., desserts for you and your significant other. It makes me feel inadequate. Being single means being defective.
I've forgotten what it's like to be enamored of a stranger. Continuous eye contact with a person who seems to be my type, and I had to retreat hastily. Now I want to get back to the place where we met, just like the criminal returns to the site of crime.
December 5, 2025 at 3:47 PM
I've forgotten what it's like to be enamored of a stranger. Continuous eye contact with a person who seems to be my type, and I had to retreat hastily. Now I want to get back to the place where we met, just like the criminal returns to the site of crime.
The delivery guy always says nice things to my acquaintances about their outfits and whenever he passes me he nods and asks if everything's alright. Of course. I wouldn't have blamed you if anything went wrong. A major bonus to my ability to charm and attract people.
November 18, 2025 at 12:52 PM
The delivery guy always says nice things to my acquaintances about their outfits and whenever he passes me he nods and asks if everything's alright. Of course. I wouldn't have blamed you if anything went wrong. A major bonus to my ability to charm and attract people.
I do like this website, but being public makes it hard to post personal stuff on here. I'm still more active on twitter, so if anyone is interested, my username is wangquanfuguis. <3
November 12, 2025 at 9:38 AM
I do like this website, but being public makes it hard to post personal stuff on here. I'm still more active on twitter, so if anyone is interested, my username is wangquanfuguis. <3
s1 augustus in the total of 35 pulls. I might've used up all of my luck, but she's worth it.
November 5, 2025 at 4:00 PM
s1 augustus in the total of 35 pulls. I might've used up all of my luck, but she's worth it.
I entered my favorite coffee shop, and a barista asked me, the usual. Medium americano with no sugar. The hour was late, and I don't drink coffee in the evening. But the cup is warm. And that's the only warmth I'm allowed to feel.
October 31, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I entered my favorite coffee shop, and a barista asked me, the usual. Medium americano with no sugar. The hour was late, and I don't drink coffee in the evening. But the cup is warm. And that's the only warmth I'm allowed to feel.
I never really knew the true meaning of vulnerability until the moment I let my brow technician wash off my makeup. I felt as if I was being stripped naked.
October 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
I never really knew the true meaning of vulnerability until the moment I let my brow technician wash off my makeup. I felt as if I was being stripped naked.
I'm so lonely the fragrance lady was giving out perfume samples, I thanked her and took a few, and she looked very pleased, that I didn't refuse. I haven't yet thrown those samples away. I didn't like the fragrances, but someone offered them to me, and that's important.
October 20, 2025 at 6:42 AM
I'm so lonely the fragrance lady was giving out perfume samples, I thanked her and took a few, and she looked very pleased, that I didn't refuse. I haven't yet thrown those samples away. I didn't like the fragrances, but someone offered them to me, and that's important.
I did get my hands on a charlotte tilbury travel size lipstick. I'm now trying hollywood vixen, and to me it rings quite similar to tom ford scarlet rouge and my beloved mac russian red, which transports me back into my adolescence.
October 8, 2025 at 7:55 AM
I did get my hands on a charlotte tilbury travel size lipstick. I'm now trying hollywood vixen, and to me it rings quite similar to tom ford scarlet rouge and my beloved mac russian red, which transports me back into my adolescence.
My makeup artist said that, this time the pigment will take at least three weeks to settle. I've already lost fifty percent of the tattoo pigment, and I doubt the final color becomes apparent anytime soon. Tired and heartbroken, I've got to schedule yet another touch-up session.
October 5, 2025 at 10:25 AM
My makeup artist said that, this time the pigment will take at least three weeks to settle. I've already lost fifty percent of the tattoo pigment, and I doubt the final color becomes apparent anytime soon. Tired and heartbroken, I've got to schedule yet another touch-up session.
I wanted to spend my monthly free warrants in hopes of getting her, but she spared me. Also, won 50/50. Love letter emoji.
October 1, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I wanted to spend my monthly free warrants in hopes of getting her, but she spared me. Also, won 50/50. Love letter emoji.
I was getting my nails done earlier and telling my technician about nabokov's look at the harlequins, and she asked me if I like to read. I love to read about things I don't have: romantic love, friendship, a high upbringing. I sure am a charming person. Or maybe I really am.
September 26, 2025 at 1:49 PM
I was getting my nails done earlier and telling my technician about nabokov's look at the harlequins, and she asked me if I like to read. I love to read about things I don't have: romantic love, friendship, a high upbringing. I sure am a charming person. Or maybe I really am.
When two lovers look at each other and can't help but smile. My heart skips a bit. I'm happy to see that love exists. I wish them the best. I envy them. It's hard to keep on dreaming and even living when you're feeling so deeply unloved.
September 22, 2025 at 7:06 AM
When two lovers look at each other and can't help but smile. My heart skips a bit. I'm happy to see that love exists. I wish them the best. I envy them. It's hard to keep on dreaming and even living when you're feeling so deeply unloved.
I cannot get over of human bondage. I've never bought into philip and sally, although my sanity is okay with them being together. It's clear that mildred left a hole in his heart forever, and his feelings for her were destructive, but what he feels for sally is more like home.
September 19, 2025 at 3:08 PM
I cannot get over of human bondage. I've never bought into philip and sally, although my sanity is okay with them being together. It's clear that mildred left a hole in his heart forever, and his feelings for her were destructive, but what he feels for sally is more like home.
I finished reading of human bondage, and all I want to do now is stare into the void. I just feel like my very soul has been squeezed out. I'd love to go back to chapter lx—mind my hat, silly. you're clumsy—and never turn another page.
September 15, 2025 at 6:34 AM
I finished reading of human bondage, and all I want to do now is stare into the void. I just feel like my very soul has been squeezed out. I'd love to go back to chapter lx—mind my hat, silly. you're clumsy—and never turn another page.
My amour-propre is supposed to be fed when I'm told something good about my looks or get complimented on anything, but instead that feels like a trick, and my mind goes 'this is all a lie, a sweet poison for a weakening pride'.
September 13, 2025 at 5:27 AM
My amour-propre is supposed to be fed when I'm told something good about my looks or get complimented on anything, but instead that feels like a trick, and my mind goes 'this is all a lie, a sweet poison for a weakening pride'.
I tried to watch of human bondage the '46 version, but I couldn't even finish half the film. The picture pales in comparison to the '34 version. Eleanor parker is a very skilled actor and a pleasure to watch, but she's just too conventionally attractive to be seen as mildred.
September 11, 2025 at 9:27 AM
I tried to watch of human bondage the '46 version, but I couldn't even finish half the film. The picture pales in comparison to the '34 version. Eleanor parker is a very skilled actor and a pleasure to watch, but she's just too conventionally attractive to be seen as mildred.
For some reason, I recalled one article saying you should read remarque only when you're young and sensitive, for 'you're closest to love and romance' at a young age. I also recalled reading remarque at a very young age and being as far from love as possible.
September 7, 2025 at 8:13 AM
For some reason, I recalled one article saying you should read remarque only when you're young and sensitive, for 'you're closest to love and romance' at a young age. I also recalled reading remarque at a very young age and being as far from love as possible.
My mother just got back from vacation, and the first thing she did - was notice my fresh beauty mark tattoo (I honestly didn't think that she would notice it, because it's too small, but she did). And she said that it gives me the sophisticated retro look.
September 5, 2025 at 5:31 AM
My mother just got back from vacation, and the first thing she did - was notice my fresh beauty mark tattoo (I honestly didn't think that she would notice it, because it's too small, but she did). And she said that it gives me the sophisticated retro look.
Oh, mildred rogers, you're such a nasty little human being (affectionate). But if I had to exist in the same room as her I would've had a fight with her every ten minutes.
September 3, 2025 at 2:17 PM
Oh, mildred rogers, you're such a nasty little human being (affectionate). But if I had to exist in the same room as her I would've had a fight with her every ten minutes.
I'm sitting on the summer terrace drinking coffee and feeling myself get depressed. I'm looking at the adjacent tables where happy, loving couples eating desserts and laughing together. And they're looking back at me as if I were a femme fatale set to destroy their happiness.
September 1, 2025 at 7:54 AM
I'm sitting on the summer terrace drinking coffee and feeling myself get depressed. I'm looking at the adjacent tables where happy, loving couples eating desserts and laughing together. And they're looking back at me as if I were a femme fatale set to destroy their happiness.
Mildred rogers lives rent free in my head. I can't get her out of my mind. That does really speak volumes.
August 31, 2025 at 12:24 PM
Mildred rogers lives rent free in my head. I can't get her out of my mind. That does really speak volumes.
Reading of human bondage (I finally picked it up, thanks to that adaptation starring bette davis), and I can't stop thinking about mildred rogers and how miserable and pitiable she is. She's manipulative and loathsome, yet so naive. My favorite type of character.
August 30, 2025 at 5:10 AM
Reading of human bondage (I finally picked it up, thanks to that adaptation starring bette davis), and I can't stop thinking about mildred rogers and how miserable and pitiable she is. She's manipulative and loathsome, yet so naive. My favorite type of character.