And for some reason, my brain is like, "I should get emotionally invested in this, and it will ruin my day."

I need help.

I only know dictionary of obscure sorrows, but that's more like people making up words for feelings that people often have but dont have words for. I know the word "sonder" comes from there.

Probably not what you're looking for, but it's what I thought of off the top.

Enlightenment or something, I wouldn't know

Rest in peace, Peanut!

My condolences

I'm definitely a cool one

So like nihongo jouzu but for English?

Would you want it to connect near the end or just keep it as an anthology type thing?

Imagine not being able to sing along to every popular early 2000's ska song

Possibly.

So what if it was? What are you gonna do about it?

You need to show your work and worth, and more importantly, improve your work. Draw for fun. Draw fanart, oc's, whatever you want. But expecting to make money off something you just started doing will USUALLY not end well.

Not only do you watch them, you mouth along to them