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HAIDENCE TOOO!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!
January 8, 2025 at 2:16 AM
I MEANT TO PUT JT AS WELL! I AM SO SORRY, ALSO, THANK YOU SO MUCH KAYLEE AND OLIVIA, TOO!!!
January 7, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Oh, And CoolDude too!! If I forgot your name, trust me, I do forget sometimes, it's not that you're not important it's just..I have way too many to remember! Message me and I'll update this thread, but also, Thank you for all your support over the years, all of you! From the bottom of my heart.
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January 7, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Luna, yes, all 3 of you! Matt, Crazy, Damona, ABFan, Ahb, Anti, Lena, Connie, Archer, Santana, Mars, Lily, Derp, Rekluse, Agodly, Iggy, Antoni, Zoe, J...Kitty. Alex, Eddie, Emoji, Bonnie, Yoko, Jay, Raine, Ollie, Komei, Flame, Scrooge, Robo,
January 7, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Amori, Skye, Kazu, Alluka, Payton, Yoru, Hailey, Akan, Badbboi, Miranda, Red..yes, even YOU get a shoutout, Red. Aki, Nancy, Ivan, Blake, Layla..all 3 Laylas. Mittens, Kirby, Georges, Sleek, Isz, Mei, Zetakai, Sarah, Zetta, Takengamer, Noelle, Mimi, Harley, Star, Electro, Charlotte, Boro, Saint,
January 7, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Oh, by the way, here's a series of posts shouting out every person that's helped me but not mentioned in the thread..well, I can't remember EVERY name, but, I'll try!
Akira, Sammi, Edwin, Arctic, Laura, Paul, Flippy, Maxerica, Stitches, Marcy, Agent, Alrod, Randomy, Dark, Shadow, Spark, Sydney,
January 7, 2025 at 9:20 PM
One last thing, sorry, I keep thinking of things to say!! I'm just too excited!!

I truly hope I have inspired you to keep fighting in some way no matter how horrible things get. You will always be loved (platonically) and appreciated by me! Shout out to everyone who's been by my side!!
January 7, 2025 at 1:39 PM
By the way, YOU ARE ALL THE GREATEST OF ALL TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET'S GO!!! BE PROUD OF YOURSELVES FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE SURVIVED THROUGH!!
January 7, 2025 at 1:26 PM
Again, thank you all so much! You're the most amazing friends I could ever ask for, and I mean that fully! I could name all of you, but I'm sure some of you wouldn't like that, so I won't, because I respect your wishes, like how you respect mine.

Let's go on this journey, together, as one.
- Ash💚💙
January 7, 2025 at 1:25 PM
I truly hope that this new mindset is not just some crazy mania episode, I would hate to disappoint you all to feel like I've finally recovered, only to crash and burn once more. I want all of you to be proud of me, but also so, so, so, proud of yourselves. You've earned your greatness in my eyes.
January 7, 2025 at 1:23 PM
I'm looking forward to my new life. For once in my life, I truly feel alive, and that, even though I've had a few issues lately, I can continue to move forward with myself and all of you, and I will start doing things for my sake as well, because I'd been so selfless that I became the literal word.
January 7, 2025 at 1:23 PM
I am so proud of all of you. Really, I am. The unimaginable determination you all have shown me is extremely commendable, more than I could put into more than a few words, because if I tried to explain it fully, we'd be going through dictionary after dictionary.
January 7, 2025 at 1:22 PM
throughout all the horrible things we've all endured together. You are all stronger than you can even imagine, or even think of, maybe you don't see it, but I do, and I always will. Please, no matter how horrible things get, you can always message me at any time, and I'll be there for you asap.
January 7, 2025 at 1:21 PM
I will forever be thoughtful of all of you, even if you do somehow hurt me, because my nearly unending forgiveness will forever nurture your mind and soul, at least I hope so. Again, thank you for everything, everyone. You are all truly so special, each of you are. Thank you for staying with me
January 7, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Because you all have made an unforgettable impact on my life, each in your own special way. I could go into the specifics of how each person has changed my life, but we'd be here all day, and nobody can handle THAT much of me, as far as I know. But, hopefully I can express how much you mean one day.
January 7, 2025 at 1:19 PM
However, just because my pain is behind me, and I finally have someone so special that will love my unconditionally, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAX!!! Unlike most of the people who found partners when I was close with them (platonically) and left me behind, I will not leave any of you. I will not forget you
January 7, 2025 at 1:18 PM
that's okay. Because, no matter what you do, someone will always remember you, as either a great memory, or a terrible one. Remember, you cannot please everyone, and it is not your job to do ever do so. The pain I've felt was my biggest motivator for my morality and unending caring for my friends.
January 7, 2025 at 1:17 PM
I hope that even if I've hurt you in some way, that you can forgive me. I know I've made terrible mistakes, but I will do whatever it takes to make them right. However, we all need to move forward. I'm taking my own advice and moving on from the people who have deeply hurt me. I won't forget, but,
January 7, 2025 at 1:16 PM
But I will also no longer neglect my own needs, for I have done that my entire life because the voices inside my head would block out my hopeless begging to just calm down, and I always needed the feeling of being proud and reassurance from others because I could never get it from myself, until now.
January 7, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I will pride myself on taking care of all of you, after all, you've been with me the entire way through. I will always cherish each and every one of you for helping me throughout everything, just like I've probably done for you without any hesitancy at all. It means everything to me that you have.
January 7, 2025 at 1:14 PM
because mistakes make us human, if you see someone who in your eyes is fully perfect, it's just too good to be true. I have learned to accept my flaws, even my serious BPD. I will also not judge anyone for their flaws, instead I will accept them with an honest heart, unless they do the unforgivable.
January 7, 2025 at 1:13 PM
I have went above and beyond to try and fix all my mistakes, except the ones that were impossible to salvage. I will no longer run from my mistakes, but instead confront them head on, either with a calm or shaky mind, let's be honest, sometimes our fear and anger gets the best of us, but that's okay
January 7, 2025 at 1:12 PM
That despite every mistake I've made, most of you never gave up on me, and saw that I was truly something special, maybe even one of a kind, however, I see you all the exact same way. Each and every one of you has something truly special about you, something that stands out to me, maybe no one else.
January 7, 2025 at 1:11 PM
I also finally feel that I can be proud of myself. I have been secretly, but somewhat open about how I've always been ashamed of myself. I cannot go into detail as to why on here, but, it's behind us all now. I can finally move forward with my life, with all of you by my side. It means so much to me
January 7, 2025 at 1:10 PM