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Cap'n Cord
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INTJ | Lawful Evil | ASPD | DMs Open
I'm about to start making a list of the people I've blocked and why.

Because even the people I've blocked for treating me like actual shit, and I've had 100% valid reasons to block them, for some reason I feel bad for doing so.

Why must I be like this?
November 24, 2025 at 1:33 PM
Someone I frequently played with on 76, we always joined each other whenever the other was online, unadded me.

I never thought I'd actually be sad that a rando removed me as a friend.
November 21, 2025 at 5:29 AM
The developers of my favorite game of all time are Polish, and it's made me want to learn Polish.

But... It's such a challenging language to even begin to learn and it's extremely discouraging
November 2, 2025 at 4:52 AM
This genuinely lost me all of my relationships.

When you surround yourself with people that are accustomed to you staying quiet, when you begin voicing your opinion and feelings they hold that against you.

It's not a bad thing they are gone, but it is a cost all the same; I am very lonely.
My New Years resolution was to be more... Human..? I guess.

I've been trying to be more active with communication, and between being Autistic and having Anti-Social Personality Disorder; Saying it's been "rough" is an understatement.
November 2, 2025 at 3:08 AM
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So, I made a roleplay server that is a hybrid text based/tabletop format, where every character is a D&D character. So, players can form parties and go on adventures via oneshot.

However, because of the format, between session you can still roleplay as your character in a proper fantasy setting.
September 7, 2025 at 5:33 AM
I just had the most amazing interaction in FO76,
I was waiting to fight Earl and I started doing Mothman emotes, and a player with the user: "thebonequeen" joins in with the Mothman emotes.

I sent a friend request,
They instantly accepted.

I think I just met my new best friend, lol
October 31, 2025 at 5:05 PM
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Axolotl Final Week Reminder 🎣🪝

Spotted Axolotl

Month: October
Regions: Toxic Valley & Savage Divide

#Fallout76 #DuchessFlame
October 28, 2025 at 3:59 PM
Why is it so hard to find genuinely good people on the internet? Everyone I've been meeting lately is either a Hypocrite or Emotionally Manipulative.

Am I just expecting too much? Are people devolving?
October 28, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Story time.

My former best friend of several years decided to not only remain friends with my abusive and manipulative Ex, she knew about what happened, but she also decided to claim that my Ex was also her best friend.

I ignored it for way too long, because I was afraid to be alone, stupid me.
October 22, 2025 at 4:00 AM
I saw an article that said "Fallout 76 was *quietly* influenced by fan favorite Fallout game"

What do you mean, quietly? It plays like Fallout 4 never existed.
October 14, 2025 at 2:40 PM
Honestly, I've always had the opinion that Fallout 76 was never as bad as people tried to say.

It just wasn't what people expect and lots of people were disappointed, which is completely fine, but tons of people went off the deep end with it.
October 9, 2025 at 1:11 AM
I gave genuine criticism of a certain radio mod for Fallout 76, as well as calling out the creator and... The creator blocked me and deleted my comment.

I'm so glad I noped out before my voice was in the mod.
September 27, 2025 at 12:35 AM
I just got told that I expect too much from my friends when I said that I was disappointed that they didn't show up to our plans.

Are people allergic to being decent human beings?
September 21, 2025 at 4:19 AM
I was chatting with someone and then they stopped responding,
I had a full panic attack because I just assumed I said something wrong.

I know it's not normal, nor healthy, but no matter what I do nothing seems to ease it.
September 16, 2025 at 2:42 AM
I don't think I've talked too much about the Fallout radio I made, mostly out of fear of having to take it down.

It has every song from every Fallout game, the show, and in-universe ads, so it plays like an actual radio. But it also has other songs that fit the vibe and feel, which are optional.
September 13, 2025 at 1:07 AM
So, I made a roleplay server that is a hybrid text based/tabletop format, where every character is a D&D character. So, players can form parties and go on adventures via oneshot.

However, because of the format, between session you can still roleplay as your character in a proper fantasy setting.
September 7, 2025 at 5:33 AM
Honestly, Some people unironically seem a little too excited to have a 'slur' they can say; It's genuinely concerning.
August 28, 2025 at 4:46 AM
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Here’s another progress shot of the Robco Wall Terminal. It’s really coming together now and big enough for another ITX PC build! Still got lots more to print though. #Fallout #RobcoTerminal
August 26, 2025 at 10:56 AM
I was chatting with this guy, and he and I were gaming a lot and spending a lot of time together, and also flirting with each other.

But he then said he wasn't looking for a relationship right now, and I respected that. Then... He started being extremely rude because I didn't push his boundaries..?
August 22, 2025 at 5:55 PM
August 19, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Sometimes I wonder why my mutuals don't really reach out or chat with me,

Then I remember that I'm socially inept and traverse most social situations with the grace of squirrel hunting with a .50 Cal.

It works, but... Holy shit...
August 18, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Things you should never say to a Schizo:
- "Dude, you need to relax"
- "You're reading way too much into it"
- "For Pete's sake, I'm not mad at you"

As a Schizo, my brain is hardwired to be paranoid constantly. Being annoyed/rude because of how my brain works just makes you an asshole.
August 18, 2025 at 4:12 PM
I reached out to a friend to check in on him since he was extremely distant yesterday, which is unlike him, and in response he called me jealous.

He said I was jealous.
Because I decided to check on him.
August 17, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Woke up this morning to feel my blanket slowly being pulled off of me. I took a few moments to make sure it was actually happening, and It only stopped when I pulled on the blanket. But when I looked there was nothing there.

I'm not afraid, or even angry, It was just downright rude; and cold.
July 26, 2025 at 12:29 AM
I dated a girl a while back and... She said she was obsessed with me, and has been for years.

She broke up with me.

If you're going to be a red flag, at least be honest what kind.
July 22, 2025 at 10:45 PM