Ash
@ashghoul.bsky.social
they/them/theirs & he/him/his 🔪🕸️💀🐈⬛
establishing my legacy of not being fun at parties and posting cringe on the internet
establishing my legacy of not being fun at parties and posting cringe on the internet
I'm afraid of most open bodies of water but I do think a visit to the sea on an overcast day to look out wistfully towards the waves for a couple of hours would cure at least some of my agonies.
October 24, 2025 at 4:21 AM
I'm afraid of most open bodies of water but I do think a visit to the sea on an overcast day to look out wistfully towards the waves for a couple of hours would cure at least some of my agonies.
Motherfuckers wantin to love and be loved but shits hard out here 😔
October 24, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Motherfuckers wantin to love and be loved but shits hard out here 😔
"To love me is to suffer me." hey ethel I'm gonna need you to pack it up, alright? ethel? yeah ethel I'm gonna need you to stop
October 24, 2025 at 4:19 AM
"To love me is to suffer me." hey ethel I'm gonna need you to pack it up, alright? ethel? yeah ethel I'm gonna need you to stop
does anyone else ever think about what their Silent Hill monsters would look like if they were trapped in their own version of it or is that just a me thing
October 2, 2025 at 2:10 AM
does anyone else ever think about what their Silent Hill monsters would look like if they were trapped in their own version of it or is that just a me thing
If I take anymore mental turmoil I fear I'll go into debt amassing mass amounts of calico critters. I can't explain it but I think that would be my version of a psychotic break
September 19, 2025 at 12:02 AM
If I take anymore mental turmoil I fear I'll go into debt amassing mass amounts of calico critters. I can't explain it but I think that would be my version of a psychotic break
Sometimes I will see a shirt or like a slutty outfit and wish I had artistic talent so I could draw ghost from call of duty in it
March 10, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Sometimes I will see a shirt or like a slutty outfit and wish I had artistic talent so I could draw ghost from call of duty in it
Cannibalism used as a metaphor for intimacy and obsessive devotion and love in media? Ya I fuck with that. Yes I am in therapy why do you ask?
January 27, 2025 at 9:59 AM
Cannibalism used as a metaphor for intimacy and obsessive devotion and love in media? Ya I fuck with that. Yes I am in therapy why do you ask?
the movie the lighthouse is relatable to me cause I too would go insane n start hallucinating mermaid koochie if I was stuck on an island with a bossy old dude and seagulls that torment me as my only company. I'd also like to see the pretty light
January 27, 2025 at 9:57 AM
the movie the lighthouse is relatable to me cause I too would go insane n start hallucinating mermaid koochie if I was stuck on an island with a bossy old dude and seagulls that torment me as my only company. I'd also like to see the pretty light
Narratively it just makes sense for me to watch Twin Peaks and Hannibal. It's in character for me so I have to, I don't make the rules
January 23, 2025 at 5:16 AM
Narratively it just makes sense for me to watch Twin Peaks and Hannibal. It's in character for me so I have to, I don't make the rules
I will get better out of love but I will also continue to exist out of spite. Both things can be true at once
January 23, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I will get better out of love but I will also continue to exist out of spite. Both things can be true at once
I don't think I'm meant to feel rage I think my body genuinely doesn't know how to handle it my first instinct is to start viciously barking and howling and biting things and clawing my skin off. I can't just do that
January 22, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I don't think I'm meant to feel rage I think my body genuinely doesn't know how to handle it my first instinct is to start viciously barking and howling and biting things and clawing my skin off. I can't just do that
a tramp stamp that says "WHORE FOR GORE" in a tasteful cursive font
January 21, 2025 at 5:00 PM
a tramp stamp that says "WHORE FOR GORE" in a tasteful cursive font
Paul Mescal Mental Breakdown Mondays: where I watch Aftersun and All of Us Strangers back to back and curl up into a fetal position on the ground letting out a gutteral cry to god while sobbing hysterically
January 6, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Paul Mescal Mental Breakdown Mondays: where I watch Aftersun and All of Us Strangers back to back and curl up into a fetal position on the ground letting out a gutteral cry to god while sobbing hysterically
Whoever said something along the lines of "yearning sounds too delicate for me, whatever I'm going through is much more disgusting," I just want you to know I think about that everyday
January 5, 2025 at 10:22 AM
Whoever said something along the lines of "yearning sounds too delicate for me, whatever I'm going through is much more disgusting," I just want you to know I think about that everyday
Groveling, craving, longing, hankering, wailing, shaking and gnawing the bars of my enclosure, consumed by the visceral and crushing desire to be loved. It's all very grotesque, really.
January 5, 2025 at 10:17 AM
Groveling, craving, longing, hankering, wailing, shaking and gnawing the bars of my enclosure, consumed by the visceral and crushing desire to be loved. It's all very grotesque, really.
Consulting the ancient texts before I go to battle (bringing my DBT skills workbook out when I'm about to spiral)
January 5, 2025 at 10:14 AM
Consulting the ancient texts before I go to battle (bringing my DBT skills workbook out when I'm about to spiral)
"Are you an artist?" they ask. I haven't drawn anything in ages. "No," I say, "but I am something of a curator." I stare at my collection of various ultra specific Pinterest boards. I am, predictably, unbearable to be around.
January 4, 2025 at 6:37 PM
"Are you an artist?" they ask. I haven't drawn anything in ages. "No," I say, "but I am something of a curator." I stare at my collection of various ultra specific Pinterest boards. I am, predictably, unbearable to be around.
"The dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesnt. My guilt will not purify me," Hey how about instead of saying this you could just push me down a flight of stairs. It would hurt less
January 4, 2025 at 6:32 PM
"The dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesnt. My guilt will not purify me," Hey how about instead of saying this you could just push me down a flight of stairs. It would hurt less
Watched Crimes of the Future (2022) a few weeks ago and finally someone has the guts to talk about the inherent intimacy of surgery, thank you David Cronenburg. Id also eat the plastic candy bar if I could
January 4, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Watched Crimes of the Future (2022) a few weeks ago and finally someone has the guts to talk about the inherent intimacy of surgery, thank you David Cronenburg. Id also eat the plastic candy bar if I could
culturally appropriating Catholicism but tbh I think after everything that's pretty fair
January 3, 2025 at 10:18 PM
culturally appropriating Catholicism but tbh I think after everything that's pretty fair
debating if I should just become an astrology bitch and blame all my problems on being a Pisces sun Aries moon or whatever
January 3, 2025 at 6:22 PM
debating if I should just become an astrology bitch and blame all my problems on being a Pisces sun Aries moon or whatever