i know exactly what you mean. or if somehow the anxiety/stress has compounded over the years and was never really recovered from so that you can't help but feel All Of It now idk. but hoping it gets better soon friend 😭

ok personal posting over IN OTHER NEWS during my malaise i've surprisingly been able to concentrate on the emily wilde audiobooks which has been a pleasant distraction. thank u emily wilde i love how you don't gaf

omg also a strong contender. cj cherryh i WILL get to you!!!!

bee farseer you are my latest addition to this