And as I take those steps. Every tiny bit of success I have. I'll have in his name.

There will be moments I slip up. There will be moments I take steps back. But I must keep pushing forward to a better future for not only myself. But everyone else he knew. Let's make better lives not just for us. But in his name. I will think of him every step along the way.

I won't lie to you Miro. This one has shaken me to my core and has broken me in ways I never thought possible. His birthday is in 2 weeks and the entire day is going to feel empty.

I do not possess the vocabulary to express how much he meant to me. Only once in you're life do you get a connection like that with someone so close to you physically. No matter where I go or what I do there's always gonna be a part of me that wishes he was there.

Life is never going to be the same. No matter how much fun I have or what I do there's a part of me that is always going to be missing. We did EVERYTHING together. Nothing I do, anywhere I go, and everything I experience will always have something missing. And it will be him.

My weekends will never be the same. Having him show up and wake me up to go on a day trip for photos or dinner or just to hang out. My cons will never be the same. My life is just. Not gonna be the same. I lost family this week. And life is never gonna be the same. I miss you man