Smee (is Bundled up for the Arctic Winds)
@artsiegoober.bsky.social
Artist, Plush Maker and Tea Enjoyer.
Blue Eyed Butterfly Works
https://linktr.ee/artsieGoober
He/Him, 👨❤️👨💍Panrom-Demisexual
Blue Eyed Butterfly Works
https://linktr.ee/artsieGoober
He/Him, 👨❤️👨💍Panrom-Demisexual
Just afraid that I've reached out too much asking for help. Like I'm worthless in not being able to do more. Being trapped in my mind of suffering on being a good husband and supporter to my spouse and our home, being a bad brother since I fear reaching out, and a bad son for the same. 9/9
October 8, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Just afraid that I've reached out too much asking for help. Like I'm worthless in not being able to do more. Being trapped in my mind of suffering on being a good husband and supporter to my spouse and our home, being a bad brother since I fear reaching out, and a bad son for the same. 9/9
Its..... been devastating to my mental pride in myself and my works. Like I'm not worth the time to pay for. With my art especially. I fear raising prices because it means I'm not being helpful or accessible. But it's evident that it doesn't matter. My voice just keeps being silenced. 8/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:19 PM
Its..... been devastating to my mental pride in myself and my works. Like I'm not worth the time to pay for. With my art especially. I fear raising prices because it means I'm not being helpful or accessible. But it's evident that it doesn't matter. My voice just keeps being silenced. 8/?
Like, I know it's dumb but being denied healthcare, financial aid, and no jobs getting me to a 2 interview. I'm so.... so exhausted mentally and emotionally. Just want someone to be like. Want some money, no strings? I just want to help. It would be so helpful. But I know my luck never works 7/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Like, I know it's dumb but being denied healthcare, financial aid, and no jobs getting me to a 2 interview. I'm so.... so exhausted mentally and emotionally. Just want someone to be like. Want some money, no strings? I just want to help. It would be so helpful. But I know my luck never works 7/?
It only grows when I try spending my time working on my queue. Like I have 1 fursuit to make for Dec. And at least 1 digital painting to do for a friend for helping me out. Just been getting art blocks off and on because I'm so overwhelmed. Just want to have someone see me and want to help 6/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:14 PM
It only grows when I try spending my time working on my queue. Like I have 1 fursuit to make for Dec. And at least 1 digital painting to do for a friend for helping me out. Just been getting art blocks off and on because I'm so overwhelmed. Just want to have someone see me and want to help 6/?
I hate having feelings. They almost never done any good for me. I lend a hand so often that now I worry if I don't that I'll become nothing to someone. I just want to be seen, to be cared about. I have so many repeating problems that I know I sound like a broken record. I just... it's too much. 5/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I hate having feelings. They almost never done any good for me. I lend a hand so often that now I worry if I don't that I'll become nothing to someone. I just want to be seen, to be cared about. I have so many repeating problems that I know I sound like a broken record. I just... it's too much. 5/?
Most assume that I like being alone. But its more like, I don't want to interrupt someone's time if they are trying to be left alone to do other things. I get that. I even do step away from VC and calls to either listen to a podcast or passively listen to a series. 4/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Most assume that I like being alone. But its more like, I don't want to interrupt someone's time if they are trying to be left alone to do other things. I get that. I even do step away from VC and calls to either listen to a podcast or passively listen to a series. 4/?
Why do I try being the nice guy? Being super patient and understanding is exhausting. I've always considered their feelings. And for what? For them to disregard mine, to make me mentally abd emotionally anguish of them? Like... what's the point. I get left alone frequently. Most assume... 3/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Why do I try being the nice guy? Being super patient and understanding is exhausting. I've always considered their feelings. And for what? For them to disregard mine, to make me mentally abd emotionally anguish of them? Like... what's the point. I get left alone frequently. Most assume... 3/?
Like lied to my face, put me out financially and then comes back acting friendly.... like there's change? Promises to do better, even states about paying me back? I'm tired of having a box of their stuff from a comm over YEARS old. I understand that many do this, so.... I must be the problem. 2/?
October 8, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Like lied to my face, put me out financially and then comes back acting friendly.... like there's change? Promises to do better, even states about paying me back? I'm tired of having a box of their stuff from a comm over YEARS old. I understand that many do this, so.... I must be the problem. 2/?