I do care about them..
They helped me so much when I struggled with who I was. With who they were. They helped me realize I wasn't alone in this mind.

They've been with me for as long as I can remember.

I wish they had their own bodies, instead of being stuck with mine.

I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.

It's depressing.

Not wanting to die. Its fucking terrifying.
Just needing something to stop hurting for one fucking day.

I hate being seen as someone I'm not.

I know the rest hate me. I know they don't want me to do this to them. Not after everything.

Because if I die, they'll die along with me.

it sucks to not know who you are in front of the mirror

have you always been there?

am i only delusional?

no

you've always been here

i'm so sorry for denying you all

you've helped me so much during my life

i will never let you guys be mistaken as myself again

we are here and we exist

i also hope we can make amends.

cause i'd like to be friends.

and get things straightened out properly

i don't think you're a bad person at all for becoming defensive over your friend

just has bad judgment and didn't take the time to listen that i myself am a system

and we apologize for before

i always thought they were a nice person

instead of understanding my side and what exactly was going on with us they think i'm trying to use my system as an excuse to get out of responsibility

which is fucked up to say

we have since healed and learned

a system collapse doesn't make me "crazy"

and in short, 5 years ago my alts "deserted" me because i was in denial.
last year, i had a stressful situation and they all came back in attempt to help me again

but they all had unprocessed traumas of their own

and i was forced away

it caused a bad impression on someone i wanted to befriend

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