bleh, maybe i should move nsfw follows back to this account, instead of having it like nsfw posts i see on main. i keep flipflopping my opinion on this.

i do have a adhd brain that loves clicking on hidden content, even when im not in the mood for it.

i think it's time to hang up this account, it doesn't really have a good purpose as an alt.

im still motivated to learn mandarin but it kinda fell by the wayside.

hrmm, tried to follow people and it wouldn't let me, then tried to post and it wouldn't let me. maybe i got secretly shadowbanned? unlikely.

hrm. trying to follow people from my main and its not working. maybe im being rate limited

me when the universe agrees that i should learn mandarin. guess i have a rednote account now!

the whole reason for wanting to learn mandarin better was me not finding the vocab to talk about myself as nonbinary to my mom. i said something basic like 不男不女 which is closer to agender (which isnt wrong ig) so we had to look it up.

ehh, maybe going down my main's follow list is not the right idea. ill only move things over when i see straight up zorn (so i can hit the like button on this acc instead). and light stuff can stay on main, its not that sussy

also would be cool to start mandarin chinese posting, im feeling motivated to practice reading/writing. (new years resolution, happy new years btw.) i also think its hilarious that "draw snake add legs" is a chengyu / idiom. its so me literally and figuratively

(didn't want to start meta-posting on mastodon about bluesky, blehh.) while it is fun to straight up follow nsfw accounts on main, feels bad limiting myself from interacting. otoh, lots of innocent (presumably) game devs following me randomly because of me godotposting (and then not)