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i would like 1 (one) win
January 27, 2024 at 2:48 AM
i would like 1 (one) win
it’s nice to check up on bluesky aka orc samizdat world
May 20, 2024 at 8:27 PM
it’s nice to check up on bluesky aka orc samizdat world
Reposted by serene
if anyone or anything could be everything you wanted, you'd logically have to kill yourself. let's rejoice, for the world is partial
February 18, 2024 at 12:50 PM
if anyone or anything could be everything you wanted, you'd logically have to kill yourself. let's rejoice, for the world is partial
im an awful person and im getting worse. found a sealed pack of cigs in the gutter beneath the door of the bus
February 3, 2024 at 8:50 AM
im an awful person and im getting worse. found a sealed pack of cigs in the gutter beneath the door of the bus
in two weeks when i cant afford estrogen and wellbutrin refills Then will be the real time
February 2, 2024 at 9:08 PM
in two weeks when i cant afford estrogen and wellbutrin refills Then will be the real time
it’s crazy because under the economic system and Maybe just from living on a planet that joy and suffering is a zero sum game
February 1, 2024 at 4:34 AM
it’s crazy because under the economic system and Maybe just from living on a planet that joy and suffering is a zero sum game
we need mass suicides of white people 🔜
February 1, 2024 at 4:25 AM
we need mass suicides of white people 🔜
ive put myself in a corner because the only thing i could do to show any conviction or belief in a single thing i believe is to kill myself
February 1, 2024 at 4:23 AM
ive put myself in a corner because the only thing i could do to show any conviction or belief in a single thing i believe is to kill myself
i love being the treasury director of the diy venue because i can be working door and bury my head in my hands and cry and show zero affect to the attendees and i dont have to give a shit
February 1, 2024 at 4:21 AM
i love being the treasury director of the diy venue because i can be working door and bury my head in my hands and cry and show zero affect to the attendees and i dont have to give a shit
im in a habit where i’ll stay up till 4 avoiding my mind (playing moher 3) and then i still have to listen to my screaming red thoughts for an hour after that anyway
January 27, 2024 at 11:43 AM
im in a habit where i’ll stay up till 4 avoiding my mind (playing moher 3) and then i still have to listen to my screaming red thoughts for an hour after that anyway
the bildungsroman was perfected in the mother series
January 27, 2024 at 8:48 AM
the bildungsroman was perfected in the mother series
i would like 1 (one) win
January 27, 2024 at 2:48 AM
i would like 1 (one) win
my closest friends accidentally triggered me really bad and i went for a long walk and cried a lot and pushed to a limit found myself praying to god. it kind of worked i was reminded of grace and patience to hold for them, and the world seems more beautiful in the afterglow
January 26, 2024 at 7:31 AM
my closest friends accidentally triggered me really bad and i went for a long walk and cried a lot and pushed to a limit found myself praying to god. it kind of worked i was reminded of grace and patience to hold for them, and the world seems more beautiful in the afterglow
another big problem lately is understanding why my feelings matter at all. if someone hurts you on accident there’s no reason to tell them other than to take responsibility for and prepare them for any negative unconscious affects you may now hold towards them. to myself they have no meaning
January 26, 2024 at 7:26 AM
another big problem lately is understanding why my feelings matter at all. if someone hurts you on accident there’s no reason to tell them other than to take responsibility for and prepare them for any negative unconscious affects you may now hold towards them. to myself they have no meaning
exploiting gay men for sex didnt fix me 😒
January 23, 2024 at 11:29 PM
exploiting gay men for sex didnt fix me 😒
it would be cool to date someone you could have sex woth
January 19, 2024 at 9:07 AM
it would be cool to date someone you could have sex woth
i remain unswayed in my assertion that love is fascist
January 19, 2024 at 8:50 AM
i remain unswayed in my assertion that love is fascist
my biggest problem right now is knowing that everything is a delusion but that you need some delusions to give your life any meaning at all. how to give in to positive delusion. what makes a delusion positive, and at the end, are any?
January 19, 2024 at 8:49 AM
my biggest problem right now is knowing that everything is a delusion but that you need some delusions to give your life any meaning at all. how to give in to positive delusion. what makes a delusion positive, and at the end, are any?
wearing glasses all the time -> good. i can look over the lenses into peoples’ eyes like a good boy but keep them and their eyes as uninterrogating blurs. i look worse, and i never have to think about my appearance
January 19, 2024 at 8:44 AM
wearing glasses all the time -> good. i can look over the lenses into peoples’ eyes like a good boy but keep them and their eyes as uninterrogating blurs. i look worse, and i never have to think about my appearance
my sublime machinery of repression. why would i fuck up such a perfect machine
January 19, 2024 at 8:40 AM
my sublime machinery of repression. why would i fuck up such a perfect machine
