pizza nachos and hope. hmm

oddish!

and accept that as someone who hasn’t been drawing consistently for awhile i’m bound to make mistakes but those are learning opportunities and they make room for growth

i’m slowly starting to feel like myself again! not terrible, just kind of bummed in some ways (crowded areas are making me very scared)

i’ve never had panic attacks afaik until going there and now i’m trying to not have them on a daily basis

making fun of me within earshot distance and i’m disgusted. go work in a morgue or something you have no business working in mental health facilities if making fun of your victims is your main source of entertainment.

and discharged me asap. i’ve been having a lot of memory issues too and they told me i tell stories apparently, whatever man i told them i wanted to get better but when i realized that group shit didn’t work because everyone thought i was lying about everything i got kinda upset. oh they also kept

shit i’ve been doing because i’m honestly not a good person. i just really feel lost and confused at this point and i was in psychosis for an entire week and now i feel a little better but with more empathy than before, and man i need to work on myself so bad while also literally working. i want to

i don’t always understand things at face value and i know that’s not good. i’m genuinely trying to put in however much effort that i need in order to do better. i’m trying to start off with avoiding lying cheating and stealing. i would like to change my name because i don’t want any ties to the >