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I should discipline myself to not get delivery more than once every two weeks, then once a month... I should develop meal plans or something during this downtime
June 4, 2025 at 12:52 AM
I should discipline myself to not get delivery more than once every two weeks, then once a month... I should develop meal plans or something during this downtime
I need to "create opportunities" and such
I am a poor networker so this will be difficult... it's so awkward to ask
I am a poor networker so this will be difficult... it's so awkward to ask
June 3, 2025 at 11:17 PM
I need to "create opportunities" and such
I am a poor networker so this will be difficult... it's so awkward to ask
I am a poor networker so this will be difficult... it's so awkward to ask
writing those reports for school for the co-op thing might actually have been useful... like I needed to think about what I got out of the program because like hell I remember now what I was doing
June 3, 2025 at 11:14 PM
writing those reports for school for the co-op thing might actually have been useful... like I needed to think about what I got out of the program because like hell I remember now what I was doing
It's depressing to think about... I think it's too obvious that I hate the whole process. I'm fine when I actually have a job (I'm diligent and learn fast) but how to convince someone of that when my mind goes blank during interviews is tough
it's better when it becomes a conversation (a good sign)
it's better when it becomes a conversation (a good sign)
June 3, 2025 at 11:14 PM
It's depressing to think about... I think it's too obvious that I hate the whole process. I'm fine when I actually have a job (I'm diligent and learn fast) but how to convince someone of that when my mind goes blank during interviews is tough
it's better when it becomes a conversation (a good sign)
it's better when it becomes a conversation (a good sign)
It might be less fraught now since I'm more socialized (......)
at least, I think that's the case?? I think that every time I've passed an interview (not many times since I started my adult life 10 years later than other people) the standard might have been lower
at least, I think that's the case?? I think that every time I've passed an interview (not many times since I started my adult life 10 years later than other people) the standard might have been lower
June 3, 2025 at 11:14 PM
It might be less fraught now since I'm more socialized (......)
at least, I think that's the case?? I think that every time I've passed an interview (not many times since I started my adult life 10 years later than other people) the standard might have been lower
at least, I think that's the case?? I think that every time I've passed an interview (not many times since I started my adult life 10 years later than other people) the standard might have been lower
I was (rightly) rejected from almost every dental school I interviewed at because they've interviewed thousands of people, they know how to screen out people who don't want to be there.
I only got in the one school because they (at the time) had a non standard interview.
I only got in the one school because they (at the time) had a non standard interview.
June 3, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I was (rightly) rejected from almost every dental school I interviewed at because they've interviewed thousands of people, they know how to screen out people who don't want to be there.
I only got in the one school because they (at the time) had a non standard interview.
I only got in the one school because they (at the time) had a non standard interview.
I actually didn't fail but the next one... that one.........
March 29, 2025 at 7:50 PM
I actually didn't fail but the next one... that one.........
May trip is in jeopardy if I can't get myself together
though the meet up times are limited, so I should be able to get it together for a couple of hours/ 1 day
though the meet up times are limited, so I should be able to get it together for a couple of hours/ 1 day
March 29, 2025 at 7:50 PM
May trip is in jeopardy if I can't get myself together
though the meet up times are limited, so I should be able to get it together for a couple of hours/ 1 day
though the meet up times are limited, so I should be able to get it together for a couple of hours/ 1 day
that I'm still alive at this point is nearly a miracle considering that I've messed up so many times (having parents with money is a substantial factor of that too since that aspect isn't an issue for me)
I'm relatively frugal, though part of that is because I'm depressed so enjoyment is difficult
I'm relatively frugal, though part of that is because I'm depressed so enjoyment is difficult
March 29, 2025 at 7:46 PM
that I'm still alive at this point is nearly a miracle considering that I've messed up so many times (having parents with money is a substantial factor of that too since that aspect isn't an issue for me)
I'm relatively frugal, though part of that is because I'm depressed so enjoyment is difficult
I'm relatively frugal, though part of that is because I'm depressed so enjoyment is difficult
time 2) dental school - that was a dumpster fire... I didn't fulfill the requirements there either and it was complicated by the fact I was 2.5 years into the program and I'd done all this prep for it and moved to the US
I think in hs the breakdown was bad but not as bad as this one
I think in hs the breakdown was bad but not as bad as this one
March 29, 2025 at 7:44 PM
time 2) dental school - that was a dumpster fire... I didn't fulfill the requirements there either and it was complicated by the fact I was 2.5 years into the program and I'd done all this prep for it and moved to the US
I think in hs the breakdown was bad but not as bad as this one
I think in hs the breakdown was bad but not as bad as this one
time 1) high school - there's an advanced program (IB) that was offered by the school. So, I was in the full version but I really didn't fulfill the requirements so I dropped out of that (2 courses were done already so I still got credit for those)
I remember having a breakdown with a teacher.
I remember having a breakdown with a teacher.
March 29, 2025 at 7:44 PM
time 1) high school - there's an advanced program (IB) that was offered by the school. So, I was in the full version but I really didn't fulfill the requirements so I dropped out of that (2 courses were done already so I still got credit for those)
I remember having a breakdown with a teacher.
I remember having a breakdown with a teacher.