fui!!!!! lambi o dedo do dentista duas vezes sem querer 😀👍🏾 dps fiquei com vontade de abrir minha boca ate rasgar na frente dele de tanta vergonha

aí vem a questao: ela realmente eh esse poço intragavel e eu nunca antes percebi ou eh so implicância minha? fica ai o questionamento

i was crying till this morning bc of this fic like it triggered me so fucking bad

"...he ended up being so pathetic that he couldn’t even take care of himself properly as an adult""" 🥳🥳🥳 IM DO MISERABLY CRYING FUCK WHY TF IT IS ME

im sobbing

ok this shit is triggering my dysphoria

Hyunjin was amazing, he deserved two hot, rich boyfriends. Felix didn’t. It was as simple as that."

"Felix wasn’t bitter toward Hyunjin about it. It wasn’t in his nature to be bitter toward his friends. No, if anything, he blamed himself. It wasn’t anyone else’s fault besides his own that he couldn’t get a boyfriend. He just wasn’t quite good enough, no matter what he did.

"Was Hyunjin just that gorgeous? Was Felix just ugly when he sat next to Hyunjin? Was Hyunjin going to have two hot, rich boyfriends while Felix didn’t even get one poor, ugly one?" FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

DUDE QHAT THE FUCK IM SOBBING BC OF THIS SHIT

like in general

"“Yes, I am. I’m a failure in romance, a failure of a dancer, a failure of a teacher, a failure at life, a-” Felix blubbered."

oh hell if its not me ☠️

FOR FUCKING FUCK SAKES IM TRIGGERED

i'll keep reading it tho

and i'm not sad like i am really ok with the thought that i'm not anyone's type at this point since i'm old and tired but sometimes i cant help but feel miserable as in being me is a tough experience i wish i couldn't have to live

i'm supposed to have a date this week and i'm afraid she'll ser me and vanish the next second and i'll be there for the whole fucking evening, waiting for my bus so i'll be able to come back home and never ever get out of here again as i shouldn't

i so know i'll never date anyone again coz i wasn't made for love nor for being loved coz once someone's introduced to who i really am they lose interest 🥰🤌🏾 and i get them!!! i really do!!! i wouldn't want someone as me as well

its like,,, its about bdsm and stuff but if we take this off of the eay everything yongbok's feeling i'm feeling too and it shows ☠️