WHY

I remember my cousin telling me, "If you don't lose your mind with what's going on... then youve lost your humanity"
Idek what to say rn- everything is so bonkers and I feel so disconnected with the whites even more so now

Just the audaciousness of the world to pretend to move on with their life and intellectualise. The other day someone told me that no struggles are more or less. I usually am inclined to agree, but not when its problems that are bigger than any one person's. Whats happening now is a crime across time

I think, recognising this frustration of having to silence myself or maybe sanitize my appearance, has made me realise that I am not going to tolerate a space where I don't feel like I belong to. I don't think I'd want to even consider 'love' amidst a genocide rn.

5HT-2A binds widely across the cortex, especially visual and prefrontal cortex. But, it does not bind in the midbrain and hindbrain (and binds to a lesser extent in the diencephalon).

Funny thing... After your reply, I seriously considered obsidian again and now I might move back too. Works better on the tablet with the PDF annotation plugin lol

Logseq just suited me better a few years ago with some of the stuff obsidian didn't have

Visit me soon next time x

Are you flying back soon?

Everything changed after 2018 (but for most its covid I think)

I have a feeling that you will enjoy Roy bhaskar's critical realism- though there are academics in psych that have barely touched it as an epistemology

Most popular are DASS and GAD 7- forgot the ones on dissociation/ depersonalization etc.