and lastly, if you're one of my irl friends who is reading this, just...keep it to yourself.

ill get over this eventually...for now, ill try my best to be there and be a better person than this. just let me let out my feelings for once.

i should have just went in after last breakup, i know its the pandemic but i got caught up so much with how much i value my friendship for her that i never once thought of my happiness

yes i gotta admit after that bombshell of an announcement, i got...really depressed haha

HAHAHAHAHA IM SO MAD AT MYSELF LIKE IM HAPPY FOR THEM BUT I'LL NEVER BE WITH HER BCOZ OF THIS PLATONIC WE'RE GOING ON

literally my hunch was right the entire time

unless i save up for upgrades, i might have to uninstall the game huhu

dont get me wrong, i still love the game but i need to save my PC space ;;;

im uhh..also turning 30 this year so im trying to go all out

its probably a recovery trip for me bcoz hong kong was the first country i visited back when i was a kid