Fuck my stupid Baka life :/. I need to go and do uber deliveries right now or I'm not making rent this month but am sick

Maybe if I had a whiter name or wasn't a tranny things would be different on this bitch of a job market

I'm gonna make a kick ass roadside cross with flowers on it I think

I will not trust my brain laying in bed at night after a 5.5mg dose of enthanate and 10 other daily affirmations you can tell yourself

The last time I bought something that wasn't food or any other strictly required expenses was February

I have spent > than a year of my 3 year work visa in this state. Time very much is literally running out. I just...fuck.

I got denied a job at fucking WALMART. What the fuck am I doing wrong

My parents are wonderful people and I wanna stop leeching from them. I have gotten a cert, I have hired career consultants, I have fucking begged and pleaded and yet nothing works

I fucking WANT to pull myself up by the bootstraps or whatever. I am actively TRYING to do so. So then why the fuck can I not?

In a normal world I'd just move in with my parents and go from there, like most college graduates are expected to do. But I can't even do that. They're half way across the world in a country I don't even have a visa for. And going back to Russia is straight up actual, no joke, death

Welp. I have zero dollars for the whole month of August. I love unemployment

Fuck it, I guess this account is graduated to "actual alt" status

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